Biadore- Don't Listen to Them

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(Trigger Warning: Eating Disorder, specifically anorexia. I'm not doing this as a joke. I realize this is very serious. Anybody can have this disorder. I know Adore doesn't, so don't worry about her.)

Adore POV

"Adore is fat and ugly. I thought she was bad before. Just look at her now! She's got more rolls than Alyssa Edwards." (212 likes)

I'm a punk ass bitch. I'm from Azusa and I will not hesitate to cut a bitch if they come for me. I never let the hate get to me. So why is this one comment out of thousands getting to me? Maybe it's true. Who am I kidding, of course it is! I have a fucking hog body. I love showing it off, but now I feel self conscious. Maybe I should do something about this.

I've got an idea! I'll just cut back on eating!

Yeah, that'll work. I can just cut back enough so I can lose a little bit of weight. Not a lot, just a few pounds. With that thought, I check the clock. I've got some time to get ready for a gig.

~At the gig~ "Thank you, guys! I love you all!" I walk back stage and go to the shared dressing room with the other Ru girls.

"Hey, Adore. The girls and I were gonna go get some food. Wanna come with us?" My attention shifted to the mirror. Alaska was the one who talked to me.

"No thanks, I'm not feeling it tonight. I'm just gonna change and head home." I lied right to Alaska's face. Alaska gave me a look, saying she knows I'm bullshitting her.

"Alright, feel better girl. Byeeee!" She waved and left me alone to my own thoughts. Thank God she didn't say anything. I hurried up with taking my drag off and went home.

Once home, I skipped dinner, starting with my plan. Although, my stomach grumbled, I had to fight it. I'm going to get rid of this stupid hog body.

~2 weeks later~
Now that I'm looking in the mirror, I look great! I think my figure is now picture worthy. I quickly take a picture and post it on Instagram.

Bianca POV
I'm hanging out with Courtney at some fucking restaurant. I don't remember what it's called. Doesn't matter, I don't care anyways.

"Holy shit." Courtney muttered under her breath. I was busy eating some of my food and looked up from my plate. "Bianca, have you been on Instagram lately?"

I swallowed my bite and shook my head. "I've been so busy lately, I haven't gotten the chance to go on my phone much."

Courtney shoved her phone in my face. It had a picture of Danny. I looked at Courtney like she's an idiot. "Look through her pictures from this week." I rolled my eyes and scrolled through the feed of pictures.

"Did Danny lose weight?" Courtney nodded, confirming.

"It looks bad. This looks like an unhealthy level. Danny has a different eating plan than most. I know he's a vegetarian, but I don't think Danny is eating much at all."

"I need to go see him. I gotta-"

"Go, bitch! I'll be fine." I nodded and ran to pack a bag. I'm gonna see Adore.

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Finally, I made it to where Adore is staying. I ran up with my bag slung around my shoulders and knocked on the door.

Why isn't Danny answering me? I knocked again with no answer. I sighed in frustration and unlocked the door, barging in. "Danny!"

Adore POV
I woke up from my nap with a start. Who the fuck is in my house? I see Roy kneel down in front of me. "Roy! Hey!" We grabbed each other and hugged. He had a tight grip on me, but I couldn't hug as hard as usual.

"Danny, why are you skinny? Have you been eating anything?" He pulled away and looked me in the eye.

"Yeah, I've just been on a diet, why?" I lied to him. I....I just lied to Roy. I lied to his face. I feel my lip tremble and I break down, sobbing into his shoulder.

"Dan, why aren't you eating? You love food. What's stopping you?" I shook my head and pulled up the post. I scrolled until I saw that very comment, which now had more dislikes than likes. I gave Roy my phone and he looked at it with disgust. "How can a comment do this to you?"

"I don't know. I usually ignore it, but for some reason it affected me. It made me think my hog body was a bad thing." I bowed my head in shame. I neglected my own health and now I'm unhealthy.

Roy lifted my head with his finger under my chin. I was now looking into the eyes I fell for. "Dan, stop it. The only comment that matters is your own. Please don't let anyone stop your own eating habits, not even me. Go back to eating three meals a day. Even if it's just pizza. I can't stand seeing someone I care about hurt themselves." I smiled at his touching words. I nodded and gave him a quick hug. "I'll help you get on track, ok?"

"Ok, Roy. Thank you so much." I brought him into a kiss. "I love you, Roy."

"I love you too, Dan." Roy smiled and sat on the couch with me. "Now, stupid question. Do you want pizza?"

"Yes, I been so deprived from it!"

"Alright, then. I'll get a cheese pizza for us." Roy said and dialed the number on his phone.

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