Chapter 14 "I'll be ready when I'm ready"

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"I, umm..I kind of...", he started to mumble so low that I couldn't hear what he was trying to say, "Zayn? I can only see your lips moving", I chuckled. He sighed and started to open his mouth again when were cut off by his phone ringing, he kept staring at it on the coffee table not moving an inch, "You're not gonna get that?", I frowned and pointed at the phone, he didn't say anything and stared at the floor, I kept silent from a moment waiting for it to end but the sound of the ringing started to get on my nervous, I groaned and leaned down to get it, the name flashing right infront of my eyes made my heart sink, was that possible? I blinked a few times hoping it would change but it didn't, it eventually stopped.

I looked back at Zayn, his head was leaned back on the couch and his eyes were closed, his lips were forming a thin line, making him look like he was in a deep thinking session, "Ummmm?", I loudly sadly, "Are you gonn-", just as I was about to get back to our point, holding back my anger from what I just saw, his phone started beeping again, this time, it was a text message, I peeked at the name and saw the same one I did a few seconds ago, "You got a message", I mumbled, holding back the tears, he shrugged, still laying his head back, I grabbed his phone and opened the message.

You can't just ignore me, come on love, talk to me xxxx

"I'm going home", I said as I angrily got off the couch throwing the phone back on the table, he held out his hand, grabbing my wrist, "Ivy? We didn't even talk yet", he gently said in a low voice, "We don't need to, I pretty much know everything now", I choked on my tears, the ones I've been trying to hold back but failed at it, he stood up, still holding my wrist, I tried to wiggle my way out of it but he held it even more tight.

"Why are you crying?", he whispered, wiping away the tears with his thumbs, "You figure it out yourself in the mean time, get the hell away from me", I yelled, snatching my hand out of his grip and walking out of the door, 

"Ivy", he yelled, running after me, I kept running to my car, wiping away my tears with the palm of my hand, not in a million years would I look back now, I quickly unlocked the car, got in, and locked it behind me. "Ivy", he kept yelling trying to open the door but failed, it was already locked, he banged his fist on my window begging me to stop but I ignored it, my mind was telling me to run before I fall for it but my heart kept telling me to say, I gave in and I listened to what my brain was saying, I quickly started the engine and drove off, I could barely see the road, my vision was all blurry from the tears, I took a quick look in the rear mirror and I saw Zayn standing on his front lawn, looking at my car driving off.

I kept driving for about 30 minutes until I realized that I was lost, I had no idea where I was going or how I got here, I stopped the car on the side of the road and dropped my head on the steering wheel, at this point I was sobbing, Zayn, MY ZAYN was cheating on me, we're not even a month in, in our relationship and he already broke my heart, all I wanted to do was rip my heart out and block everyone out until it was healed, he was the last person on earth that I thought would hurt me, I felt more safe with him than around anyone else, if he could hurt me then I don't think I could trust being around anyone else anymore. I took out my phone and found that I already got 30 missed calls from him and 5 from Ella .. I ignored them all and called the one person that I thought would understand the most.

"Where the hell are you?", the person on the other end of the phone yelled.

"I don't even know", I managed to say between my sobbing.

"Just calm down and try to know where you are", he tried to comfort me.

"Harry, I'm lost, I don't even know how I got here", I started sobbing louder.

"Ok, just calm down and describe the place you're at, do you recognize anything around you?"

"No, there are no shops around here, just a big park and a long road", I tried to find any clues around me but failed.

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