Cashby forever

Ch 1 A New Feeling

[Austin's POV]

So I was slowly making my way downtown in LA, trying to find a place the eat and stumbled upon a Chick-Fli-A. Opened the door and walked in, i looked around and out of the corner of my eyes, I saw Alan. He looked up and saw me too, so I started to walk to him and said, a little bit excited than usual, "Heyy! Alllaann, wass up ginger princess?" He kinda smiled and said "hey, havent seem you in a while." That was weird, he looked kinda, I don't know, but I could feel something wasn't right, or maybe it's just me.

"Hey, man, are you alright?" i asked him.

He hesitated, then said, "Yea, im ok, what..." he scratched the back of he's head, "What made you think i wasn't?"

I responded, "Nothing really, you just looked kinda weird." Oh ok." was all he said.

[Alan's POV]

I sat down at this Chick-Fli-A, and was about to eat my order, a basic sandwich and side of fries, when I saw Austin. He was making his way here, act naturally, i told myself, and try to look cute.

"Heyy! Alllaaannn, wass up ginger princess?" He sounded really thrilled and I really hope its cause of me, even thou it probably isn't.

"hey, havent seem you in a while." I said, trying to act cool and relaxed. He's just so, ugh, I don't know, but he makes me happy. What the fuck am i thinking, stop it, your not gay!! I thought to myself, he must have picked up on that cause he asked "Hey, man, are you alright?" I frozed for a second, my mind was blank.

"Yea, im ok, what..." um... what should i say..."What made you think i wasn't?"

"Nothing really, you just looked kinda weird."

"Oh ok." I wanted to say more but I don't know what to say, god, im so ackward, ugh!

So i started eating and he sat down and went on hes phone.

"Um..." I said after eating, it was really good by the way, "Do you want to come to my apartment and think about writing some new songs?" I asked.

"Yea, sure, why not." He shrugged, i swear, he's the cutest guy on earth. I must have stared at him for too long cause he was waving his hands in front of me.

"Huh, yea?" I asked when I snapped back into reality.

"Are we gonna go or..."

"Oh, yea, right." I stood up, threw away the remains of my food, and walked out with him by my side.

"Wouldn't it be cool if I had a helicopter? Then we wont have to walk in the humid and really hot air." He said

"Yea, that would be nice, but where would you land it?" I asked

"hum... I don't know, wait, why do I have to think of everything, help me!"

I laughed, he can be so childish sometimes. He laughed too, and without us even noticing, we arrived.

[Austin's POV]

So we went in hes apartment, laughing and talking, hes so funny and cute, ahhhh. I went and sat on the couch, next to a cat, he has so many cats, I don't even know which one is which. I was petting it as he went into hes bedroom and got hes guitar. I looked around, nothing unusual, everything is in place, except his photo album, but i didn't think twice about that.

He emerged from his room and walked to me, handed me the lyrics we've been working on, and plugged his guitar in and started playing, when it was my turn, i sang/screamed my parts. Hes so good and I basically sucked, I messed up some parts but kept going. I hope he didn't notice, we practiced and practiced, it actually went really well at the end and we added more parts and fixed some areas, all we need to do is get Aaron, Phil, and Tino's approval, and this could be our new song.

"Lets take a break." i said, exhausted, barely able to scream the last parts of the song.

"Fine, but you did really good." He complimented me, I smiled "Thanks, you did great too, actually better than me." I could have sworn he blushed, but he quickly looked down and unplugged his guitar. I wasn't sure what to think about that but i let it slide, its probably nothing.

[Alan's POV]

After playing this song we wrote on wednesday (its saturday today), he wanted to take a break, but i wanted to keep playing cus music takes my mind off things and I like that I can help people while helping myself too, this is like a win-win thing, but i agreed.

"Fine, but you did really good." I said, he smiled, ahh, he has literally the most perfect smile, what am i thinking!! What has gotten into me, gosh, i swear im not gay!! (just a disclamier, i'm not saying that alan or me is against gays, i fully support them, but im just saying that he thinks hes not gay, not that there is anything wrong with that)

"Thanks, you did great too, actually better than me." I blushed, and as soon as i realized it, i quickly looked down n bend over to unplug my guitar, trying to find something to do down here. I slowly stood up and blushed again once I saw him starring at me.

I went into my bedroom, trying to go as fast as I can without looking like a fool, althou I probably looked like one anyways so theres no point.

After putting down my guitar, I went into my bathroom and starred at myself. I asked myself in my head, hopefully, am i gay?