habits

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my habits are the same.

biting my lips,

chewing my nails,

biting my cheek.

i don't even think it's a nervous thing anymore.

i mean, yeah i do it when i'm nervous. but i do it when i'm not.

when i'm nervous, i'm fucking nervous.

i start shaking, and i feel the tears starting to brim my eyes, and my stomach, i can't even describe.

it feels like my stomach is eating itself. it starts to hurt, and it feels like it's becoming tinier every second.

i also over analyze and burn myself.

i'm trying to stop.

but you can't break a habit.

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