i said i hated you.
but that was nowhere close what i felt.
i hated how i loved you. i hated how i got jealous, i hated how i got angry, i hated everything.
i was in love with you, and i didn't notice.
but now i do notice.
i'm still in love with you, you know.
you're so far away, and i cry almost every time i think about it.
i want to feel your arms around me. i want to feel you. i want to hold you dearly and never let you go. i don't want to disconnect my eyes, lips, or fingers from you.
just come here.
you will know i don't hate you,
you will know i cherish you and love you with everything inside me.
you.
