ONE SHOT [방탄소년단]

ғɪʀsᴛ ʟᴏᴠᴇ [ᴋ. ᴛʜ]

"ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴍᴀɴ ɪs ᴛʜᴏʀᴏᴜɢʜʟʏ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴛᴡɪᴄᴇ ɪɴ ʜɪs ʟɪғᴇ: ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ʜᴇ ʜᴀs ᴍᴇᴛ ʜɪs ғɪʀsᴛ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ʜᴇ ʜᴀs ʟᴇғᴛ ʜᴇʀ ʟᴀsᴛ ᴏɴᴇ"
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"Enough Taehyung...  Why can't you ℓσνє me," a girl in blonde hair said to Taehyung who just giving her annoying look.  "it's enough...  I am sick now, " she said and about to go inside her bedroom when suddenly he spoke up.

"it's good you realize it fast," He stands up from the couch and walks towards her. He gives an annoying glare but before he leaves the apartment the girl spoke up.  "why you always use girls to forget about her," she said and this time she has tears in her eyes. Taehyung taken back from her words but he acts cool.

He turns and sees the girl broke down in tears. "I told you before and I am telling you now, It's your choice staying with me,  I always clear with my feeling," the girl look up only to see the man standing in front of her.

"I always love you, try to comfort you, give you myself but why?.... Can't you just try to love me, " she said and this time Taehyung feel disgusted with himself.  He is in a relationship with this girl more than 3 years now but he only thinks about one girl who is you.

The girl who is his first love,  even though you always in front of him but there is a wall between both of you, even he tries he can't break it. He looks towards the girl who looks weak.  He wanted to hug her tell her sorry but now he sick of this.

Staying in pain,  now it's enough.  He knows that she loves him but he can't because you already stole his heart when he first time saw you.  Your beautiful face, sweet voice, an angelic smile,  your innocent eyes are enough for him to fall for you.

Living in two with two faces life,  now he can't anymore.  He loves you but he can't tell you because he is afraid... Afraid about your feelings what if you don't feel the same..... What if you reject him. He can't take it.

"Please tell her truth... Before its too late, " he walks out from the apartment and went inside his car.  His eyes are now getting teary.  How can a woman make a man this weak?  He starts the car and directly went to your house. 

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Staying in the house is really boring, can't I just go out and take a fresh air.  I let out a sign while my eyes are fixed outside the window where I can only see a beauty of nature.  My mom love planting that's why it's a beautiful garden. 

Thinking about my mom,  my thoughts interrupted from the sudden knock on my door.  "Miss...  Taehyung sir is come to meet you," I am really happy, I finally able to see him.  These days he is busy with his schedule.

I quickly went downstairs where I see Taehyung... With teary eyes sitting on couch.  I quickly went infront of him and kneel down.  Looking in his eyes I can say he is sad, scared and tired.  This mixed feeling makes me confused.

I try to say something but I can't find any word. Seeing him in this condition make my heart weak. I know there is something wrong with him and his girlfriend relationship but what I don't know.

Before I could ask anything He quickly hugs me making all eyes widen. Looking at both of us this closes the maid quickly leave us alone in living the room. I can hear his silent sob which makes my heartbreak.

"I am tired, " he said holding his sob under his breath but his voice cracked. "I can't do this anymore Y/N...  I can't...  I am now sick with this duel life," he said making me more confused.  Everytime I try to free myself from his grip,  he always tightens his grip make me give up.