God is not here...he is dead.

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The definition of God is someone who made the world. Us humans were his best creations. The fallen angel was created because of him. He hates humans as much as we do to others. If someone were to tell me that if I loved God I would say no. I would never believe that he loves us. We, humans, are nothing but trouble. Walking disasters waiting to be ignited.

Walking back home from the hospital was extremely tiring and quiet. I did n't know what to say or do. I just walked with my mother. My father was helping by taking care of my sisters. When we got home my father opened the door and let us in. He asked if I was better and I said yes. I lied. I was not better if not I was terrified about what my dreams were telling me about what they meant. In my fear, I felt solitude I felt the pain I felt how life before me vanished to never come back again. Ever. I felt like I had to talk to someone about what these dreams were about but I didn't know who.

The following days were not good for me I kept having these nightmares of my family dying. Dying right in front of my eyes. The yelling of being tortured and not being able to find them. I knew I had to do something but I just couldn't. I felt helpless with no hope. That was how I felt every damn day. I did not know what to do. What to do to keep these voices out of my head. If only I could rip my head off to never hear them. If only it was possible for me. It was not. During school, I started to distance my self from my only best friend I had. I could see the worry in her eyes as well as my family. I tried to fake a smile but it seemed like I lost my ability to show emotions and feel them. The unexpected happened today. That was Leo Sarudabi. He happened.

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