Here we go again...
lie after lie after lie...
I have to keep it in...
lie... lie.. lie...
I can't tell her the truth...
cry... cry... cry...
But she has heard the news...
Lie... Lie... Lie...
The pain within my chest, notes what is in my head...
lies.. Lies... LIes...
I can't begin to describe, How I fight the time!
I lost my soul to a demon...
I lost my heart to a heathen...
I have no hope left inside...
I hardly have any time...
I create songs for people...
they create hurt, and dismal notes...
I finally have parents I want...
But I also still have the parents I hate...
I am twisted in my mind...
I am twitching in the parade...
I love my mom...
and my dad...
but I hate my... mom...
and my dad...
I have two different Familys..
one actually cares....
the other just kind of dissapeared...
What do I say to the one I hate..?
well let me go and demonstrate....
YOU abandoned me...
YOU abandoned my soul!
YOU left me to rot...
But I forgive you...
I was broken my a demon...
I loved her very much....
I gave my soul my heart away....
Just to feel her touch...
She bent my mind straighter...
almost made it her own...
then I had a message...
that she was not my home...
He had me shift and lie..
steal, burn, and cheat...
I hate myself for listening..
but Now I'm incomplete...
we had some harsh words after the fact...
But I didnt care...
I just wanted to listen...
I just wanted to see her hair...
I am a metaphorical writer...
everything I write has several meanings...
But the fact is when I write...
I only write my feelings...
Now I have a problem...
I have no soul no heart...
so it is time to face the problem...
no running... no hiding... no hurt...
If I was to try to dodge it, the question still remains...
Am I still alive, and is it possible I have a brain?
going under, has started to take my wonder...
but until then I'll try to stay here...
I will end this here...
my metaphorical fear...
Some of my life... some of my time....
wasted on me...
((Rip rip rip rip
