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I am Humpty Dumpty, precariously perched on the wall of my life

I am Humpty Dumpty, slowly tumbling off

I am Humpty Dumpty, but what you don't know is that I've fallen too many times

you've only heard about the one that wrecked me '

but I've been falling and failing for years

this broken mass on the ground has been in the making for a decade

I have been breaking since the beginning

but this time there is no getting up

there's no band-aid to hold me together

but Humpty gets a chance when i don't

because there are no kings

there are no horses

there are no men

and there is no one trying to put me back together again.

I lay here in a heap of all i once was

self destructed

I used to be the girl that perched up high and smiled down on everyone

not because life was grand

but because life was a mess

and in a mess sometimes you need a smile

but I never got one

I sat on my wall and tumbled off

I laid in my depression and soaked up

I walked in my anxiety and freaked out

I played in my head and screamed loud

I--I screamed so loud nobody heard me



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