Shattered Boy E.D (On Hold)

Chapter 4

I sat on the couch picking out a movie when the doorbell rang. I jumped to my feet excited to see Ethan, even though I literally just told him bye. I open the door to reveal the boy with a toothy smile, the only difference was he now had his bag ready to stay over.
"Wanna watch a movie" I whispered.
"Of course, I would love to"

We decided on the movie, Annabell, and I have already fallen asleep next to Ethan.

Ethan's POV (yasssss)
I don't like her being here alone, I know I don't like being alone, it's not good for me, she's too pure for the world. We were watching a movie and she drifted asleep halfway through it. I pulled her into my arms, she's so warm. I just love her, how did I get so lucky as to be cuddling her while she peacefully sleeps. I hope she loves me too.

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Sierra's POV
I woke up on Ethan's chest, he is just laying there and still gives me butterflies. Why does he have such a big effect on me? His eye slowly open, adjusting to the light, and he smiles at me. I pull myself off him, looking back at his face, he turns a dark shade of red. I give him a look of confusion, he points to my chest. Face turned away from me as he bites his lip. Glancing down, on full display for Ethan, my loose shirt had hung just a few inches below the top of my black lace bra. Quickly pulling it up i stuttered out a "sorry". How could I have been so dumb as to not have noticed that?
" don't worry about it, its fine" he chirped. I wanted to scream back, "no it's not found Ethan I just accidentally flashed my crush", but instead, I stayed quiet. Oh shit, I just thought about calling him my crush.

~~ recap of what happened over the weekend ~~

So far all weekend me and Ethan just hung out. When we would go to bed I would head to my room. Ethan would keep telling me he would sleep on the couch, not wanting to make me unconformable. But little did he know that, as of now, he was the only person i would cuddle in a bed with. So I would reassure him I'm fine, and sometimes, if he still was unsure of making me comfortable, I would make him cuddle with me by using the excuse that I was scared to be alone. That excuse would get him to do anything. I don't know why it does though.

After the first incident with my bra, i never let it happen again. He always wears a long sleeve shirt to bed, which i would tell him to take off since it was really hot at night. And I maybe want to see him without a shirt, but thars a minor detail. He, unfortunately, would always refuse.

There was, however, one really awkward action that took place. Earlier this morning Ethan was reaching over me in the bed to find the remote, and his hand grazed over my butt. He thankfully didn't try playing it off like it didn't happen, he just apologized. Which made me happy to know he respects me and doesn't pretend like it doesn't matter since I'm a girl.

~~~skipping to next friday~~~~
It's been a week now and Sydney did promise she would come over. I decided i would call her after school so we could talk about some decor ideas. We love to make our own DIY things, so we're going to make the decorations. I also wanted to talk to her about Ethan. I know she will love him. Not in a way where she's in love with him, but in a way where she will constantly try to get me and Ethan to do something together like a kiss or whatever. Yes, she's going to ship us, and I know it.

~~~~skip to the end of school~~~~~~~~ (sorry for all the skips)

Ethan was walking me home and I was so excited to call Sydney. I've been thinking about room ideas all day. I know it's boring, but I plan on covering one of my walls, fully, with posters things such as bands, musicals, and celebrity.

I was so caught in my own thoughts that I didn't even realize I had been smiling the whole time, and Ethan was staring at me.
"What are you so happy about," he asked.
"Nothing, just can't wait for Sydney to come" I replied.
"She seems to make you really happy".

He then murmured to himself thinking I couldn't hear him " your the only one that makes me happy". I wonder what that means, I shouldn't think about it too much. Before I knew it we were in front of my house.

"I'll see you tomorrow, e" I waved.
"I like that nickname, see you" he chuckled. I ran inside throwing my book bag down on my bed and grabbing my phone. I quickly dialed the number slowly getting nervous. But calming down when she answered.

*Sierra is in bold*
*Sydney is underlined*

"SIERRA"
"SYDNEY" "I can't wait to tell you to get here, I have so many ideas for my room"
"I can't wait either, we're going to have so much fun."
"I know, by the way, my friend Ethan's going to help us if you're ok with that"
"Omg, you finally got a friend, sorry, is he hot. Do you like him? Have you kissed? "
"No we're just friends, I've never liked anyone, and don't ship us".
"Aww, but that's what friends are for so you're going to have to deal with it".
" ahh whatever, when are you getting here"
"Around 3:30"
"3:30? What happened to 10:00?"
"There was a small delate, but you're not going to like it"
"Just tell me already"
"Jake found out I was coming over, and he wouldn't leave me alone. He said he's going to follow me to your house."
"WHAT NO, NOT JAKE, WHY? MY EX".....

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