Shattered Boy E.D (On Hold)

Chapter 8

Ethan's POV
After a long silence of just us laying together, I spoke "I should probably get home before my parent find out and kill me"

"But I don't want you to leave, baby" she whispered, making sure to hold on the 'baby' longer.

"Oh, im never going to get used to that nickname" I crooked.

"Well it suits you, Bubba" she giggled
"Please don't go, I really don't want you to be staying there or Elle"

"Well what other choice do I have"

"You and Elle can stay with me" she giggled. Making my head immediately pop-up.

"How would that even work, your aunts not going to let a teenage boy live with you"

"She's never here, and we have two guest rooms"

"If she says yes me and Elle will be more than happy to stay"

"Yay," she grabbed her phone and called the number.

Sierra Bold
Aunt Normal

"Hey, Victoria"
"Mhm, hello Sierra"
"When are you coming home"
"Well about that, my company is going to internationally host meetings now. So I'll only be able to come home once every four weeks instead of one week."
"Of course, anyways I was hoping that one of my friends and their sister could stay here"
"Why"
"Because im very lonely here they need somewhere. Also if something were to happen to me and my parent found out you would probably go to jail and not get paid."
"Ah, fine whatever you needy brat"
"Thanks, talk to you later "
"Yea, whatever"
*end call*

Sierras POV
I squealed and eyed Ethan. "She said you guys can stay". Pure excitement lit up in his eyes as he almost harshly grabbed my face and pressed our lips together. The kiss was full of emotions, mostly love. God, I'll never get over his lips.

Our lips slowly parted revealing a flushed Ethan.
" i-uh-sorry" he whispered.
"Why be sorry for an amazing kiss, baby" My eyebrow rose up in a cocky way. This only making Ethan redder.

"Well, should we go grab some of yours and Elle's things?"
"Yeah, I guess"
"Alright Bubba let's go"
"I said don't call me that"
"Aww, ok my teddy bear boy". He just huffed lightly at me.

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We decided it would be best for us to leave Elle at the house. We drove to Ethan's house, so we could pack the things into the back. Finally, we walked to Eth's front porch.
" before you go in im going to make sure no ones home ok"
"Ok"

Ethan's POV
Nervously I parted the screening old door and step inside. Making sure to shut it behind me I hollered "anyone home". Without an answer, I checked all the rooms. It seemed to be free of any human contacted.
(Me when walking into class early, before the teacher 😂😂)

My nervous are at settle for the time being. Suddenly taking one more look around the house I realize how different it is from Sierras. Alcohol bottles and cigarettes everywhere. The horrid smell of drugs and death filled the room. Tears almost welt up into my eyes to remember the night my dad came through that very door.

I shake it off and walk back to the porch. With that, I worded " don't feel bad when you walk in". She grabbed my chin, making me look at her.
"I would never do something that makes you unhappy, but I can't say it doesn't hurt to see the position you're in"

"Ok, baby". She giggled and hugged me. That was the first time I gave her a nickname, baby. We walked into the house. I started heading to my room expecting Sierra to follow. She of course did but had a few pauses between steps, looking around.

Making it to my room I pointed to Elle's, which was right next to mine.
" you wanna start on getting Elle's thing while I work on mine"
"Sounds perfect"

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A good thirty minutes later Sierra had gotten all of Elle's things, which unfortunately wasn't much. So she decided to come to help me.
"Do you wanna take your drawings" the perk in her voice was very different from the tone this house usually carries. My face turned into a contagious smile. 

"I'd love to"
"Yay"
She put it into my small box of things im taking. Most of it was just clothes, all of them black. I'll stop wearing black when they invent a darker color. Before I knew it a loud gasp left Sierra mouth, making my head look in her direction.

She broke down in tears I started to panic. "Baby what's wrong?" I crawled to where she sat on the floor. Wrapping my arms around her and looking to her left. I saw my razor on the cold wood, guess she found it before I could.
"No, I don't do it anymore" holder her tighter as she cried. (Is anyone seeing the foreshadowing process 🤔)

"Let me see" she cried.
"What"
"Let's me see your scars, please"
"A-uh-ok" I rolled my sleeves all the way up to reveal the self scars. She grabbed my hands and kissed on the way up my arms.
"Do you have any other ones from yourself " the question was very hesitant. 
"Yeah, they're um...on..my thighs" I really didn't want to tell her about them. They were the worst ones I gave myself. Of course there nothing compared to the ones from others, but I knew it would break her heart. She's just too fragile and I don't want to break her.

"Please, Ethan" she whispered. I nodded and stood up slowly removing my pants
(why can't I stop laughing at this sentence 😂. I know it's supposed to be serious.) She started another river of endless tears. I choked on my own tears, falling to my knees. Sierra brought me to her chest, playing with my hair. My cries were soaking her shirt. The loud mutters of me sobbing 'im sorry' repeatedly fill the room. If she wasn't here right now i would be doing something I'd regret. I calmed myself by focusing on Sierra running her fingers through my hair, i love when she does that...

THIS IS HORRIBLE, IM SORRY. ILL TRY BETTER  😂. THANKS FOR READING. BYE 😘