Only Me [On Hold]

Do you still love me?

"P-please don't leave me!" Sam sobbed curled onto the ground his little heart aching with every beat. "I'm done! It's over!" Colby yelled going to leave the RV. "I sacrificed everything for you! I gave everything I had to be with YOU!" Sam screamed face turning red as tears blurred his vision. His tears made big wet spots on his cloths but he could care less. "Sacrifice? You always got what you wanted! You got the wings! You got the girls! The fame! What did I get but a pity relationship!?" Colby snapped turning back inside. Sam trembled as he looked up at him. "I love you." He chocked lip quivering. "You love me?" Colby huffed sharply icy blue eyes turning black. "Fucking pathetic." He hissed stepping back in fully. Sam yelped and scurried away. This was not the man he knew. "Do you know how many demons feared you? I mean let's face it Boyd was loosing the war and Chucks whole army was feared but YOU." His tone was laced with mockery and hate as he roughly jabbed his finger in Sams side. "They feared you. Wonder what they'd say to the fact that I made you break? Wonder if they'd wonder how I made you scream." He growled pulling out an angle bald to stab Sams wings he only just noticed. He screamed out in pain clutching the closed thing which was his shoulder. Colby smirked evilly, twisting the blade. Sam let out another scream crying harder. The physical and emotional pain was too much. "P-please- this isn't you." He cried with no answer. Colby lifted his hand, now black with long evil nails. Sam panicked as he used them to cut down his chest till he stopped in a specific spot and dug his nails into his heart. "I never loved you anyways." He hissed before it all went black. After hours of debating, pacing, and thought the two fell asleep. Well Colby dosed off, but it didn't last. Meeting Satan does a number on you. Elton and Corey were still god knows where and Sam was curled up on the couch. Colby frowned though, he didn't look peaceful. He debated cuddling him to help with any nightmares possibly, but he really needed coffee. He headed to the kitchen in the small RV making some. He guessed that's where his mistake was because soon he became aware of sniffling in Sams direction. He looked over to see his boyfriend crying into his arm quietly. "Sam? What's wrong?" He made his way over, but Sam darted to the bathroom. Colby rushed to the door worried but Sam locked it. "Sam, baby, talk to me?" He begged. Sam was tuning him out crying into the sink. He looked in the small mirror to see his blue eyes dull and reddened with dark bags hanging rightfully under them. "Sam?" He couldn't stand Colby's worried calling and unlocked the door, sinking to the ground. "Oh my god Sam, hey are you okay what happened honey? You can talk to me." Colby rushed kneeling in front of him. Honey...He never used cute nicknames. Huh. "I-I just, I had a nightmare- you left me a-and then y-your eyes went black and you attached me- b-before I died all you said was you didn't l-love me." He explained, shaking. "Sam..I would never leave you or hurt you." Colby breathed, brushing his cheek gently. "I-I know I just need to hear it." Sam sighed. "Hear what?" Colby asked softly. "Do you love me?" He questioned, meeting his eyes finally. "Of course I do! Sam I love you more than I can describe!" Colby gasped. Sam searched his eyes for any sense of lies, but soon Colby pulled him into a tight embrace. "I love you too." He smiled hugging back.
"Were fucking screwed." Brendon muttered. Yes they were still watching them. "They're supposed to save our asses..." Ryan trailed looking between the two. "I didn't need an ass anyways." He muttered. Brendon chuckled pulling the arch angle to his side. "Come on we gotta report to chuck." He sighed. "You know he doesn't like you." Ryan noted puffing out his wings. "Of course he doesn't, one I'm satan he's god, two your his son...kinda...okay adopted son."
Brendon huffed. "But he'll get over it, I got charm for the both of you." He mused earning a soft punch on the arm. "Your lucky I'm you ticket home." Ryan signed, wings glowing until they teleported back, leaving Sam and Colby alone.
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So sorry it's been so long my lovelies, but I'm back and ready for this story. I hope you didn't abandon it. By the way yes chuck as god is a reference to supernatural AND any Dear Evan Hansen fans should go read my Tree Bros fic Just By Chance. K love you all bye!