Waste it on me • Tododeku •

9

3rd pov.

„boy be 100% honest. how do you feel about izuku?"

„How should i feel about him? he's kind and i like him. What do you expected? We are just friend nothing more how often do i have to say that? why are you guy so annoying and childish. we are not in middle school where i would understand your way of thinking but i told you WE ARE JUST FRIEND GET IT?" shouto answered in anger.
„Shouto calm down" momo said.
„I'm fucking sick of it. why are you asking that everytime? and why aren't you saying anything about it? does it not bother you?" the red and white haired boy replied while looking into izukus eyes „... or do you like it? do you have any feelings for me or why are they asking everytime?" he added.
„Wh-what no no no i don't have any feelings for you-" izuku said but got interrupted by shouto again „then why don't you stop them?"
„they wouldn't listen to me" he answered while whispering and a sad because of the harsh tone from shouto.

It's not izukus fault. he tried to stop them but they never listen to him.

But now he realized something: shouto don't have feelings for him and would never. that made him more sad and tears began filling his eyes.

Shouto was about to say something but seeing izuku tearing up he realized how much he ranted him and got softer. he likes izuku. he likes him a lot but not in a romantic way. they have a lot of in common and izuku isn't ugly. he is the complete opposition. izuku  is a handsome man and his freckles and the way he smiles are so beautiful and adorable.
But does shouto thinks he loves him? of course not. he doesn't want to feel something like love. Love LOVE. So he doesn't love izuku neither someone else.

„i am leaving" shouto got up and whispered while looking at the ground. he leaved as fast as he could so nobody would stop him. And momo tried. After he said that momo told him to stay but he didn't listen and went out.

A couple of minutes of silence later Ochaco started to speak „i'm so sorry i shouldn't have asked"
„yes you shouldn't. shouto is a bit sensible about that topic" momo said.
„yeah i see. i'm really sorry and deku please forgive me" ochaco apologized.
„t-there is nothi-" he answered but got interrupted by her.
„it is. i shouldn't have said that. you have a crush on him and the question made it too obvious" everyone were silent and ochaco realized what she said and covered her mouth with her hands.
„waaiiiittt you have a crush on him izuku?" jiro said.
„wh-a eh yes uhm i m-mean no i don't" he stuttered.
„i'll punch shouto in his face for saying these things. ahhhh that's the reason why you teared up right? i'm so so sorry i'll tell him to apologize" jiro answers.
„no no no don't tell him anything i don't want him to know that please don't tell him" izuku said while making weird gestures with his hands and arms.
„we wouldn't we wouldn't dont worry" momo replied.

„i... i should go now i'm not in the mood anymore i don't want you guys to feel bad because of me now"
„no izuku don't goo" mina begs.
„i need time for myself" he replied.
„okay deku take care baby i love you" ochaca hugged him.

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heeeyyy guyysss i'm back with an update

i had my exam today and i got an 2,4 (smt like a B in american schools i guess) and i'm happy about it. tbh i expected it more worse. there were a couple of technical problems that annoyed me a lot so i forgot some things i wanted to say and messed things up but it turned out pretty good.

i wanted to write a chapter yet because i didn't updated for a while and i feel less stressed now.

enjoy