Undeniable Attraction ✓

•Chapter 19•

Summary of Kel's thought over the chapters

I remember when we went over to her parent's house to invite them for the wedding. She had a panic attack before we went in and I wondered what she was so bothered about. I also went into panic mode a bit, I didn't like seeing her like that whether I hated her or not, it always scared me so I said soothing words to her, telling her to think of good things, it helped her before. When the door was opened by her mother she nearly threw us out. I know they never liked me but this was wrong. Like I did something wrong to them, I only broke up with their daughter so what's the deal?

I had to sound like I really loved her to convince them to attend the wedding. There was something about the way they talked to her, as if she committed a crime and I had something to do with it. I felt like there was something that happened that they blamed me for.

When she started crying I couldn't help but wrap my arms around her. I've always been weak to girls crying especially if it was Shayan, I felt like I had to comfort her then. I wanted to say soothing words to her but decided against it, I'm not even supposed to care. I didn't want her to think I cared about her a bit, I didn't want her to hurt me again. She was threatening me about telling her parents, I wanted her to tell them if it would help her relationship with her parents but it would make her think I care I care or was lenient so I couldn't allow that.

   On the day of our wedding I had assigned two bodyguards to make sure she didn't leave, I didn't exactly trust her. When I saw her walking down the aisle I couldn't help but notice how beautiful she looked, her wedding gown was gold and really beautiful Tess did a great job. Toppled with the gold tiara on her head she looked like a queen, my queen. If it wasn't for what happened between us I'd be marrying her for all the right reasons. When it was time to kiss the bride I didn't want to, kissing her would reignite every desire I had buried underneath and if I were to kiss her it wouldn't be a simple kiss. I'd kiss her hard punish her through the kiss. I had come to call her for the dance and saw her with a child. She was really cute, had cute big brown eyes and hair. She looked like Shayan with everything even the way she talked. It was funny yet annoying to have a little girl talk to me like that, she was no doubt Shayan's sister.

I planned a surprise for the honeymoon, on the plane we had a little argument. I still haven't gotten over the break up and I hate her everyday for what she did. I was angry at her so I left her when were landed. It was funny seeing her run to meet up with the car, every time she was close I'd speed further, I laughed when she ran. Her reaction when she realized we were in Paris was priceless. I wanted to smile watching how excited she was but I couldn't show it to her. I didn't even know why I did that, oh wait I had promised to take her to Paris for our honeymoon when we got married and I had meant it then. I was willing to marry her then because I loved her, I was a man of my word so I kept my promise. It was also a part of the reason why I married her, because I promised her that I'd marry her and treat her like a queen.

When I had taken her to the Eiffel Tower I felt contented seeing her happy and in a way I had meant what I had posted.

"It's amazing to be wedded to this beauty. @Eiffel Tower, Paris for our honeymoon. I know how much it means to her that we went there and seeing her excitement was the best. I look forward to making you happy for the rest of my life."

I had nearly kissed her when I said I'd do things to her that she wouldn't like. I was so close to kissing her, so close but thanks to my anger I shook my head and left. I shouldn't even feel that way towards her but deep down I knew I never got over her.

Waking up to her bedside me felt like a dream come true. It reminded me of old times, how much I missed them. I was looking forward to waking up like this every morning, her arms draped around me and mine around her waist possessively but I couldn't have that, I shouldn't even be thinking of things like that and I pushed her away. And that day on the beach I had nearly lost my self control, seeing her in a crop top and short was very revealing. Her sexy legs was full on display and I had imagined if she was just in a bikini and when she laid on top of me desire washed through me, she might have not had any idea what she was doing to me but every part of me was.