♡N o t e s♡

1 year later~

I don't know if this is important or not, but I'm just happy a bit sort of yet nervous. I'm comparing from how I was last year when I moved here and from how I am now almost a year later...

It honestly kind of saddens me though when I go through it. I remember when I used to actually feel hungry whenever I had forgotten to eat and how my sleeping pattern was actually okay, don't worry though. I mostly fixed both of those..I mean..

My eating pattern is good enough for me unlike last year. I just never feel hungry but I make sure that I eat. Last year though I kept forgetting and would eat very little food which is why I felt weak and everything. I'm happy that it's not like that anymore though.

Sleeping is good now, way better. I have weird dreams and it makes me a bit nervous since I had so many nightmares back then, but now I always know that I'll go back into Reality and it won't happen <3

And..I'm not alone anymore.

I know that I've been told to compare where I might end up next year last year, and even if I'm not..let's just say..in the best environment with where I live (which I'm still damn thankful for since last year sucked ass)

I look at how I am now. I have wonderful friends that I could ever ask for and never ask for anything better..

I have someone who I love dearly and am happy to be with..

And it makes me smile and feel happy. Stuff may be going on right now that I'm nervous about that I'm not going to share here (obviously) but..

I'm still happy from seeing how I am right now ♥️