One Hell of An Angel

45:Egg Shells

Harry's pov

Alexis came out of her room later that day ,the day we fought, but she didn't talk to me she ignored me

I still tried to talk to her though

It's been 2 days of the silent treatment I only get commination from her in the form of 1 or 2 word texts

She left and she texted me going out she made dinner she texted me food but that's just not enough for me

I knocked on her door  "Alexis" I was holding 2 bowls of vanilla ice cream that I drizzled chocolate onto, topped in whip cream, and threw in some chocolate chips this was her all time favorite

But of course she didn't answer

"Baby girl please" I waisted and sighed "princess please open the door I've made us some ice cream so we can talk"

Still nothing "it's vanilla with chocolate syrup, whipped cream, and chocolate chips!" I spoke louder

I saw a bit of smoke the door opened I pushed it open with my arm I opened it quick enough I saw the smoke retreating back into her palm then she placed her hand back into her lap I walked over and took notice she had headphones in

"Here" I held the bowl down to her and sat on her bed with her she flipped her phone over screen against her thigh and mixed her ice cream "I know you're upset but Alexis don't you think 3 days is enough?" She just stayed looking at her ice cream

"I could never be upset with you for so long" I spoke louder I started so slowly mix my own bowl "I was upset too" I shrugged "I got rejected" I mumbled I huffed and looked back at her "but regardless I love you and I have for almost a year... we've known each other a year and a half now" I clarified just in case she was wondering

I hoped she could hear me "I just... I know I don't know how you feel on the inside I don't know everything that's happened in your life but what I do know is you were starved for affection... he was nice I can understand how an unhealthy attachment was formed" probably not the best move to bring this all back up I scolded myself and puffed out my lips pouting slightly "I didn't even know what affection was until I met you"

She hasn't even looked up I groaned "are you hearing any of this?" I asked not even a flinch I stabbed a solid mass of ice cream with my spoon if she wasn't listening... "I love you I love everything about you... that little dip you have on your hips from your underwear, your scar ridden back, your large flushing cheeks, the mole under your bottom lip mid way to your chin on the left side, the small patch of eyelashes that are so short on your left eyes so it's all long but that one bit, that long discolored scar on your upper thigh, the stretch marks on your sides... I love it all because it's just for you no one else has all those things no not the way you do"

I poured out my heart I admired her even now I could see that shorter patch of lashes as she looked down

"But what I like the most about you now that's hard... your lips? Maybe your hands, no actually I think it's your eyes" I nodded to myself "your eyes I think I like the very best they are the most beautiful green and orange abstract art I've ever seen" 

I closed my eyes just thinking "and all I seem to do is piss you off I try my best sometimes I say things the wrong way they come out meaning something other than what I think but really it's also still some level of ignorance I know some things cause people to become volatile but other things I have no understanding of what could have angered them in a way I feel like you're a victim of that more often than not but a lot of the time I explain myself and you... you just have a way of understanding me that keeps you from beating the ever love shit out of me"

I opened my eyes again nodded "you do understand me better than anyone but I don't think I even understood myself until you came along" I mixed my ice cream again "I understand a lot of what you say to me... I mean most of the time and even if I don't you'll explain but you explain in a way that still doesn't belittle me"

I took a small bite "I think you actually started my humanity you started me on my road to understanding my own feelings and thoughts" I knew for a fact had I not met her I'd know less than a 1/4 of what I know now by the time I was taken back home

I looked at her and burning started in me "listen to me!" I yelled I reached over and ripped out a headphone "I love you dammit can't you accept that? I know you didn't get any of anything I just said but what matters is I love you so why can't you love me?"

She took the other headphone out "I accept it I just don't think it's good for you"

"I'm the Angel here I worry what what's good and what's bad that is not your job" I said kinda snappy

"No it's not but what I do know is" she leaned forward "my music wasn't on"

I furrowed my eyebrows "no music?" She shook her head "then why were the things in your ears?"

"To make you think I was listening to music"

I shook my head "well why?"

"So I could hear exactly what you had to say and get to know your true feelings" she picked her bowl back up taking a bite "you passed with flying colors" she smiled

I laughed softly "you sneak!" I teased "are you still mad at me?" she shook her head no

"Not when you make me this kinda ice cream I'm not plus-" she smirked evilly "I really just liked to hear you beg"