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For the past few days, Jenn wasn't at school. Nobody knows what happened to her. Only Courtney did because she found Jenn's body in the backyard and the video that made Courtney devastated. She couldn't believe Jenn killed herself. She couldn't help but cry herself to sleep every night. After she thought about it, she knew it was her fault.
Shawn on the other hand didn't know what happened. He thought Jenn moved schools because of Nina and Courtney. He had bought a dozen of roses and a heart shaped box of chocolates. He brighten the chocolates because he was gonna ask out Jenn. Well it's too late. He walked into the empty house and went all throughout to find Jenn. As he walked into her parents room, her body was hung on the tree, right where she whispered, "I love you Shawn". He became tears eyed and walked into her room where the video recorder sat there, waiting to be opened.
He put the roses on her bed, along with the chocolates and went over to the recorder. Without hesitation, he opened it.
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Once he got to the part where Jenn said the stuff about Shawn, he cried. His tears ran down his face as he held a picture of her in his chest. "I love you," he cried. "I loved you so much, Jennifer!"
Soon after, Nina found out about Jenn. What did she think? The same exact thing Courtney thought. So she stopped bullying.
What about her parents? Well, for one, her dad stopped drinking and smoking. Her mom always visited the grave.
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"This is all your fault, Nina!" Courtney shouts in the school hallway. A large crowd surrounds her. "You bullied her since day one and you couldn't leave her alone?! What are you? Her number 1 fan?!"
"Courtney, I'm sor-"
"Don't apologize to me! Apologize to her family and friends!"
After the scene, Nina knew it was her fault.
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It's now been months since the death of Jenn.
Sobbing quietly, Jennifer's mom sits on a stone bench. She apologizes about everything. Especially leaving their family.
Jennifer K. Mandiff
1997-2014
We Love You, Jenn. -Family & Friends
Hung Herself
The stone read.
"This is all my fault, Jennifer. I'm sorry for leaving you behind with your father! I should've stayed with you guys. I'm so-sorry!" her mother cries.
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Shawn visits the gravestone almost everyday and spends a good 3 hours talking to grass and a rock.
"I'm sorry Jennifer. I really liked you, I was just too shy to say. But it's too late to ask you out. I love you a lot and you're in my prayers, baby girl. I'm proud to call you my angel, Ms. Mendes," Shawn says, placing a tiara on her grave
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Courtney goes everyday and it's too hard for her to even look at the rock in the ground.
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Nina never visits. It's too hard for her.
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So, Jenn never made it, huh? Nope. Life was different and quiet. Everyone missed her and couldn't help but cry. She threw her life away because of people and problems.
I guess you never really know how much you love someone until they're gone.
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