Doubts

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Ashton was getting ready for the award show. You watched him pick out his clothes and lay them out so they weren't wrinkled. You then watched him put his shoes down by the bed so that everything was there when he got out of the shower.

"Are you excited?" You asked him, knowing fully well that he was excited and you could tell he was a little nervous too.

"Of course I'm excited!" He responded and gave you the biggest grin. "I just wish you could come with."

"I know me too, but going anywhere when I feel like a whale isn't going to be good. Especially since I'm only a week away from having this baby." You say while you rub your stomach.

"I can't wait to meet Baby Irwin. And spoil the crap out of them." Ashton says as he moves closer to you to rub your belly and give it a kiss.

Your heart swelled in your chest. You were excited to be starting a family with Asthon. It was a dream come true for you, but you were also nervous. What if you were a bad mom? What if you couldn't handle the pressure of taking care of your child while Ashton was in another country touring? What were you going to do then? You couldn't help these thoughts that ran through your mind every five minutes.

Ashton could see that you were thinking about something. "What's going through that beautiful head of yours, Mrs. Irwin?" He asks tenderly.

"Just thoughts about what's going to happen after we have this baby. Like what I'm going to do when you leave for another tour and I have to take care of Baby Irwin all by myself. What if I can't do it?" You ask looking at Ashton with tears in your eyes.

"Hey, hey. There's no need for that. We'll figure it out when that time comes. That won't happen for a while now anyway. Plus your mom will be here and the boys' girlfriends will be more than happy to help." Ashton says and wipes the tears off your cheek.

"I know, I just feel like I'm going to be a horrible mother." You say resting your head back on the headboard of the bed. You were exhausted, carrying a baby wore you out so much.

"You're not going to be a horrible mother. You are going to be a great mother!" Ashton says. "Besides, I was going to surprise you with this, but my mom is going to fly out when I leave for tour next year for a few weeks to help you out."

"Seriously? Your mom is the best." You smile at Ashton. "Thank you. I don't know what I would do without you." You reach out and pull Ashton closer to give him a kiss.

Ashton pulls away after a little bit. He just holds your hands and admires you for a bit. Then he stands up and goes to shower so he isn't late for the award show. After he is all dressed up and ready he comes back in the bedroom. Your still in the same spot that he left you. You honestly felt like it was too hard to move being as close to your due date as you were, so you just stayed on the bed and scrolled through your phone.

You looked up once Ashton came back in the room. "Woah look at that smokin hot babe standing there!" You say grinning.

"Oh shut it." Ashton blushes. You loved making him blush. It was one of your favorite things to do, especially when you were out in public.

"Sorry, I have to brag on my husband now, since I don't get to go with him to show him off tonight." You say and snap a few pictures of him to post later tonight.

"Come help me up?" You ask as you hold your hands out for him. It was so hard for you to move because of your big belly. You honestly couldn't wait till this baby came out.

He pulled you up and you guys took some selfies together and then you headed downstairs. The other boys were just walking in. Everyone had decided to meet at your house and the other girls were going to stay with you while the guys went to the award show. The girls decided they didn't want to leave you at home by yourself when you were only a week away from having a baby. They also would have felt bad for going and leaving you behind. So you were having a girls night while the guys went out and showed off to the world.

You were so proud of all of them. They were doing what they loved and it made you so happy. They had also grown a lot since you first met them and you just couldn't believe how they had transformed into these fine men who made some great music. You couldn't believe that you had snagged one for yourself. And you were starting a family with him. It was a dream come true.

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