The Escape

Chapter 7.| The Escape

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  I could tell my mom was pissed off at the way that my dad was treating her by the way that she was walking.  I never really realized this but wow. My mom stomps mad hard when she's mad. I heard her coming up the stairs so I rushed into my room and took my phone out. What was about to do?

   I couldn't take it any longer. I know that my mom will always try to defend me no matter what, even if I'm not her favorite child, even if... even if that means her getting yelled at by my dad, getting insulted by him, getting cussed out by him, or even... * takes a breath* or even being abused by him. The same way that he abused me, but alot more hard core. 

  I don't want this happening to the woman I love. The woman who suffered being a teen mom, who suffered being judged,  who suffered looking for a job while pregnant,  who suffered getting kicked out of the house, who suffered because she was forced to marry my dad, and the woman who suffered when she was in labor because my dad wasn't there to help her out, when she needed it the most. I don't want my mom going through so much just because I make wrong choices or because I'm simply just not her favorite child. She doesn't deserve to be treated the way she's been treated. That's why I'm running away.

  I got my phone out of my pocket, quickly connected it to the charger on my night stand, and texted Sam.

Me:  "Sam! :'( I need your help! Please text back as soon as possible!"

I waited 30 mins. for a response. Nothing,  I got no text back from the guy that supposedly really liked me and would do anything to make it up to me for what he did earlier tonight. Then I remembered that he was mad at me. I still don't know why but, I guess he's mad at me. Oh. Who to text? Who to text? I didn't know who I could ask for help. I most certainly wasn't going to stay here another night. I refuse to stay at a "home" where I'm not wanted.

  Could I text Matt? No. He's also mad at me. He probably never wants to see me or talk to me. Silly me for thinking we were closer than that. Who else could I text? Kian? Andrea? Maybe, but what if they're together and don't want to be disturbed.  Oh, why not? Fuck it. So I text the both of them to see if I could ask them for help and only Kian responded.

Me: "Kian! :'(( I need your help pls text back asap! It's an emergency!  :'("

Ki-ki: " What's up? Are you okay? Do I need to cut a bitch?"

Me: " I'm fine now. It's just that, I got in trouble as soon as I came home. My parents got really pissed bc of how late I was and bc I skipped school. I looked for you and Andrea but, I couldn't find you guys anywhere. Did you leave early? I ended up asking Sam for a ride and I guess he was mad for some odd reason bc we didn't talk the whole ride home."

Ki-ki: " What do you mean you're fine now? Are you sure you're okay? Omg. Dude I am so sorry if I got you in trouble.  I promise I'll make it up to you. I'm so so so sorry! And yeah we left early bc we broke up during  Vidcon. She thought that I was trying to make a move on another girl.  But it's whatever.  If she doesn't want to believe me then that's her problem.  Why was Sam mad? I'm sure that he didn't mean to be mad at you. Don't sweat it I'll talk to him about it."

  Oh no! I couldn't talk to him about what happened between Sam and I while he was "lost" at Vidcon.  Oh my god. Kian will hate me if he finds out. He'll never see me the same way.

Me: " Well my dad was so mad bc of what happened.  So he was giving me a lecture on how I should use my brain to think, not just to read books. Then I started talking back to him, yelling at him, and even cussed him out. So bc I did that he took off his belt and started beating me. Kian you don't understand how much it hurts. I have cuts and bruises. When he wasn't beating me with his belt, he was  either kicking me, slapping me,  or punching me. I never thought my own dad would actually do something so evil to me. And it's okay. It's not your fault it's mainly mine for skipping in the first place. And it's fine. You don't have to make it up. It's okay, I promise.  I'm so sorry to hear about what happened to you and Andrea. But it's okay you know why? cause there's plenty of fish in the sea. And oh god no. it's fine you don't have to talk to Sam about it. I don't think he would want to hear it anyways.  But Kian if you want to make up to me, do me favor? Please! "