Recap.................................................
Ivan and Aubree kissed. Soon afterwords something happened to Annabella. And now ivan ended up getting upset and running away.

Aubree's POV
Ivan snapped out at me. I wasn't angry his sister got hurt.
I knocked on his door and waited.
Ivan- Hello..
Aubree- Hi iv
He let me in as I sat on his bed
Aubree- How you holding up
Ivan- Not good
I saw something shiny and gray peeking out from under his pillow
Aubree- What's that
He looked over to the object
Ivan- Nothing...nothing
I pushed him aside
Aubree- A blade what are you...
I pulled up his sleeves and turned over his arms
Aubree- Ivan!
Ivan- Im severely depressed what did you expect
Aubree- Please don't do that I care about you so much I can't lose you!
I bursted out into tears
Ivan- Your not going to lose me
I looked at him
Aubree- Ivan you could hurt yourself and if that ever happened I don't know what I would do with myself!
Ivan- Well I have nobody to talk to
Aubree- Ivan I'm always here
He smiled a bit
Ivan- I don't want you to have to deal with my depression
Aubree- im willing to deal with it for you
Ivan- Ok
He looked at me
Ivan- i have been cutting for awhile I just decied to hide it
I smiled and acted like I was alright but when nobody was around thats when I cried my eyes out.
Aubree- And why did you not tell anyone
Ivan- My family already had enough struggling. If I told them I would have made life much more difficult so around people I acted happy and if people saw my Sadness I told them I was tired.
I wanted to cry this was so sad
Ivan- I felt worth less and empty inside. My depression only got worse because I bottled up everything
Ivan- So I resorted to cutting and it made me feel better. So I started wearing sweatshirts or long sleeved shirts always to hide the cutting.
Aubree- Ivan im gonna always be here to talk to you and please try to stop
He took a deep breath
Ivan- For you I will
I shook my head
Aubree- No you need to stop for yourself ivan
Ivan- How about I stop for both of us
I smiled
Aubree- I like that idea
He whipped his tears and hugged me
Ivan- Thank you for helping me. Now finally maybe I can feel a tiny bit better. Thanks for the help
I smiled and hugged him back
Aubree- Anything for you

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To be contined

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