Next time..

First Time

We arrive at home, I feel my drunken confidence beginning to ware off.
Before I completely lose my nerve I spin around and glare up at him.

"If you want me why'd you stop me that night and then avoid talking to me after??!"
I ask demanding an answer.

"Sakura I-" he pauses while anxiously running a hand through his hair. Seemingly at a loss for words.

"Spit it out! I have confessed my love to you numerous times and have been so vulnerable in front of you-"

He cuts me off by crashing his lips onto mine. My eyes stay open because I'm caught off guard. I almost allow myself to sink into it, but I shove him off me instead.

"Sasuke you can not avoid talking to me any longer." I say and cross my arms.

Sasuke sighs sounding frustrated but I can tell it's more with himself than me. He gives me the most intense look I've seen him have
thus far.

"Sakura I don't know how to talk to you because you scare me more than anything I've faced...You scare me because you've become the most important person to me and I can't bare the possibility of hurting you or even worse...losing you. I spent so many years wallowing in self pity and revenge that I had buried my feelings for you, so deep down....because I know if I for one second allowed myself to feel the full extent of your love I couldn't stay in that awful dark, low place I was in..." he takes a deep breath and steps closer to me before continuing.

"Sakura the first time I saw you I thought you were so beautiful, when I learned you liked me I felt happy since the first time my parents had died. But my anger for my brother, for everything, made me want to ignore how I felt for you. And now that I have this second chance I'm terrified because that love I have for you is no longer buried. It overwhelms me to the point that sometimes I can't concentrate.
I feel sick to my stomach and elated simultaneously at the very thought of you."

Tears wet my cheeks and I'm grinning so hard it hurts.

"You love me?"

Sasuke chuckles and finally wraps his arms around me, holding me so tenderly in his arms.
I can't remember ever feeling as truly happy as I do in this moment.

I sob into his chest still processing while he repeatedly apologizes and strokes my hair.

"Sasuke I'm so in love with you it hurts for me too." I say into his chest.

"I know, I love you Sakura and I will for the rest of my life. I'm tired of running away."

I pull back to peer up at him.
"You know I'm scared too, we can be scared together."

He smiles at me so lovingly and cradles my face with his hands to kiss me once more.
This time I allow my self to give into it.

I slink my arms around his neck as we continue to kiss ,our passion gaining more heat by the second. He in turn picks me up and I straddle his hips with my legs. And he walks us to his bedroom. He sits me on the bed so gently as if I'm this fragile flower and he gets on his knees between my legs, still kissing me.

I finally come up for air so I can pull my dress over my head. He studies me from head to toe sitting there in only my panties. His cheeks are red and he's noticeably turned on. I know I'm blushing too, of course, and my pink nipples are so taut. Not to mention I can feel my panties are soaked, almost embarrassingly so, and my vagina seems to have its own heart beat.

"God I want you, you're mine you understand?"
He groans in a growl type of way, yet he sounds dead serious.

I nod liking-no LOVING being called his.