A day wasted

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So today me and Jack are gonna hang out at the skate park yay I get dressed and walk down stairs to see Jack by the door
"Ready baby?"he asked
"yeah" I smiled
We sit in the car as were lazy I intertwine our hands and he pulls away and looks at the road
Wonder what's wrong with him
We pull in and get out he jumps on the skate bored and starts riding around leaving me alone in the middle of there I sigh and sit down when I hear
"Can you fucking move?" Jack hissed
"S-orry j-j-jack" I hold back my tears and move
Why is he so angry with me I haven't done anything have I?
I sigh watching him  do his tricks acting like I'm not there
When he's done it's about 6 we go home and run to my bedroom I was going to stay in my room away from him so hopefully he will calm down I look at my self in the  Mirror am I that ugly? Am I that stupid? Am I not good enough? Am I fat?
I didn't even realise I was crying till I felt warm tears slipping down my face I slip down my bathroom door when I look up to my razor my old friend I do miss you I will not do it today was a day wasted I run out of my bathroom jumping on my bed(don't we all do this?)
I pull the covers over me closing my eyes making today disappear 

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