Pt 3: Worries

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by rubyrosefc

by rubyrosefc

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Ruby's p.o.v

I woke up immediately when I didn't feel Y/N's warm body next to me in our bed. This has been happening for the past two nights and I didn't want to bother her by asking her what the problem was, I just decided that I was going to wait until she told me what was wrong. I knew something was wrong but tonight, I wasn't going to let the situation go and wait for her to tell me, I was going to get to the bottom of it. I wanted to see my fiancè smile again, and I wanted to help her with whatever was wrong.

I got out of bed and made my way to the kitchen where I knew she would be. There she, was sitting on a bar stool at the island in the kitchen looking at pictures of what looked the venue we booked about a month ago.

I looked up at the clock that hung in our kitchen and saw that it was 2:30am, "Baby, what are you doing up at this time of the morning? You okay?"

All I got in response was a sigh and she dropped her head to look into her lap. I lifted her head with my hand so that she could look at me, "is everything okay? you've been doing this for the passed two nights and I'm staring to worry about you? you know that you can tell me anything, right?"

She lowered her head again but lifted it just as quickly letting out a deep sigh, "I'm okay. It's just that I'm worried and I can't sleep because my brain is over thinking"

"What are you worried about love?" I questioned, hoping that she would finally tell me whats been on her mind.

"Everything. I'm worried that all of this planning is going to be for nothing. I mean, what if it rains on our wedding day? I'd feel so bad because you gave me the choice to choose where the venue will be and I chose the beach, it'll be so bad if it rains. What if the guests don't like the decorations? What if they don't like the food? What if it rains, we don't even have a back up plan! Oh no! What if it really does rain and the-"

"Hey sweetheart, calm down please, it's going to be okay" I try to reassure her but she doesn't look convinced at all.

"How do you know that? What if the entire day is a flop? I'll never forgive myself if it is! How can you just say that its going to be-"

I put my hand over her mouth to get her to stop talking. This is what's been keeping her up?

"Because I just know. Everything's going to be fine, as long as we're together and we have each other, it's going to be fine. Stop worrying about the rain and all of those other things, I doubt that it'll rain because we chose to have our wedding in Summer, it won't rain sweetheart" I reassured her once again, all I needed was for her to stop worrying and come back to bed.

I shut down her laptop and scooped her up into my arms, carrying her bridal style back into our shared bedroom. I put her down on the bed and cuddled up to her underneath the warm blanket.

"Baby just try to get some sleep, we'll worry about all of those things in a few hours. But right now, just cuddle me and fall asleep, please" I begged and she complied.

"I love you and our wedding day is going to be perfect" I whispered before kissing her head and watching her drift off into a peaceful sleeping state.

I understood that she was worried about things not working out but she didn't have to be worried. It was going to be perfect, all I cared about was finally getting to call her my wife. I couldn't wait for our wedding day. It is going to be perfect and beautiful, just like her.

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