peaches talk

dissappointment

you don't know
how dissappointed i am
with my own self.

you keep on judging
scolding for nothing
nagging when i failed
i keep on doubting myself
i want to give up so bad

i'm dissappointed with myself
more than you could ever imagine
i tell myself that i deserves it
when i don't
i tell myself to tell the truth
but i can't

and i even more dissapointed
with myself right now
because i'm writing this
instead of standing
for myself.

ㅡ30 November 2018
    12:49