Shourtneys Story

chapter 13

Courtney's pov

I decided to ignore it and that it was probably just food poisoning. So I took some medicine to help and went back to work we didn't have any filming today so we all just hung In the squad room and did stuff. I eventually fell asleep on the couch and Shayne woke me up when it was time to go. "Court" he says as he rubs my back gently to wake me up. "Hm" I say as I turn around to face him. "You ready?" He asks he takes my hand and rubs gentle circles on it. "Ya" I say still kinda tired. He helps me up and wraps his arm around me and we start walking towards that door. We where headed towards the elevator when I started feelings dizzy again. "Hold on" I say as I hold my hand out to stop Shayne. He stops and looks at me worried. "You ok babe?" He asks. "Ya can we sit down for a sec" I ask holding my head while still grasping onto him so I don't fall. "Ya here" he says as he guides me to the couch. We sit down and I lay my head down on his shoulder and he starts to rub circles on my hand again. "What's wrong?" He asks. "I don't know.i just haven't felt well all day I've been dizzy and I threw up earlier I just I don't know" I say as a tear rolls down my cheek. We just sit there in comfortable silence for a little. I wanted to tell him about what I was thinking but I was to scared. So I kept it to myself cause I thought it was very unlikely. He kisses my head and we sit there for a few more mins before deciding to head home so I can lay down. We arrived home to and excited and hungry jango to which Shayne fed him so I could lay down. I got to our room while Shayne took care of jango. I got changed and ready for bed before lying down and crying. I was just really emotional for some reason. I know it could be from me being you know but I knew I could think be so I'm sure it was just from the stress of thinking about it and from work. I eventually stopped crying and watched TV. I just couldn't stop thinking about it. What if I was? What would Shayne say? I know he wouldn't leave me he's not like that but I was still worried I don't know why cause I know he would be happy Shayne has always wanted to be a father I know that but I just didn't know how to tell him. That's what I was worried about. I just didn't know how to tell him if it is happening. I don't even know why I'm thinking about these things I'm not pregnant! I cleared my mind of that thing. Well tried to it just wouldn't leave my mind! I eventually dozed off still thinking about it.