He didn't mean it

Day 7

Dear diary:

I know this may be hard for me but I need to tell someone.

Josh beat me again. I tell him he may kill the baby but he didn't care. He didn't want that devil child and wanted to get rid of it.

He keep punching me and kicking me. My parents were out of town so we were all alone.

He pull me by the hair and pull me to the bathroom. He push my face to the toilet and made me drown in toilet water. :,(

He keep doing this until I was bleeding all over my face and he push me to the door. As I was trying to stand up, he slam the door to me and made me scream in pain. I cover my stomach to protect my baby while he keep pushing me around the house.

I know he doesn't mean it but why is he doing this?

He said he loved the baby and wanted to care for it.

I can't handle him no more. But I love him to much to let him go. And I know deep inside of him, he love me too.

I just have to get the old Josh back and I could have a happy life again.

But not of my friends think its possible for Josh to care for me. He bet me up a lot and hits me. And it seem like he doesn't want to do anything with the baby anymore. But I know he still care for us and I just have to hope.

Better go, Josh may come in any second and see I'm not asleep.

AN: She was only four months with the baby until Josh push her down the stairs and causing her to go to the hospital. It was too late to save the baby but they were able to save her life. She was depress for a month but with that, causing her boyfriend to get mad at her and bet her some more. Her parents think she doing to herself but I knew the real truth. I keep offering her my help but she keep denying it. She keep getting herself more hurt and more damage.