Dont Forget Me (BTS FF)

the Unexplainable

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Sorry just had to say this before you start to read the story but can  I just say that Jung kook radiates BIG math meme energy 😂

Warning- self harm- depression
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"Y/N, we need to talk." I put my chopsticks down and look up at all of them. oh no I really hope this isn't what I think its about how am I going to make an excuse for that. I promised them. I promised jungkook

     *flashback 1 1/2yearrs ago* 
            -In the hospital-

I was on the hospital bed crying curled up into a ball. I look down at my wrist and all I see is scars. I'm hooked on all the machines in the hospital. I've been here for at least 2 and half months. Jimin still hasn't came to visit me yet. I really need him right now.  I keep crying and for some strange reason I cant stop. I reach under my pillow and I feel my razor. I grasp it in my hand. Just barley toughing it make me cry even more. The nurse walks in. I immediately let go of my blade. And sit up and clean my tears. She walks over to me and see that I haven't touched the food from 2 days ago.
"Y/N,  sweetie you need to eat come on. I know you REALLY don't want to be here.  I get it. Come on stop crying and eat" Something about what she said made it feel like she actually care but I know. She didn't. They never do. She not the first one to say that. She's probably the 5th nurse that tried to make me eat. I was getting tired of them coming so I picked the spoon and starting to eat the smallest amount of food. And not to mention that hospital food is disgusting. She gave a small smile.
"There u go, at least now you have some energy."
I was really annoyed. I wanted her to leave
"Excuse me," She turned around.
"Yes?!" She sounded surprise. I couldn't blame her this is the first time she heard me talk.
"Can you bring me a phone. . .  Please" It took her a moment to process everything.
"Uh...Um...Y-yeah I'll bring you one."
I gave a weak smile "thank you" She leaves the room, finally. I lay back down and stare at the wall.  I've been hear forever and I want jimin to come already. But I know he's in America, busy, doing work. After about 20 minutes of me just staring at the wall and just deep into my mind the nurse walks in.
"Hi Y/N here the phone you asked for." She sets the phone on the table "I guess I'll leave you here for a bit so u can make your call, call me for anything." I nod and she walks out. I picked up the phone and call jimin.
           *ring* *ring* *ring*
No answer. I tried again.    
           *ring* *ring* *ring*
Still no answer. I was getting worried. He has never ignored my calls before especially when he knows I'm in the hospital. I decided to call Jeongin. He never answers me but he was my last hope for human contact.
         *ring* *ring* *ring*
"Oh,  noona, hi what's up." My mouth gets dry and for some reason I can't talk. I just start crying. He. Heard me crying "Noona,  I'll be there later ok I promise" Ok was all I was able to say. "Noona fighting, I love you." I could tell he was smiling. He's still so young but he gets me. He's to smart to be only 15. Yeah he makes me smile. I know I can count on him. I put the phone down and lay down and cover my self with the blankets.
           *magical time skip*
I wake up from my nap.  I feel a little better but not much.  I sit up and was startled by jeongin. He was peacefully sleeping on the chair. I smiled. I knew I wasn't allowed to get up because of my condition but I couldn't just leave him there all uncomfortable. With the little strenth I had I managed to get up and put my pillow under him. I watched him sleep for a bit. He looked so peaceful. And somewhat happy. I haven't been peaceful or happy in a long time. The only time I'm happy is when I with my brothers or jimins members. But I haven't seen them in a while besides jeongin. After about 20 minutes jeongin wakes up. "Noona how long have u been awake"
"For a while now. . "
"Why didn't you wake me up we could have talked or something" He pouts a little
"Because you looked so cute and I didn't want to wake you."
"Oh ok noona. So how did I Get this pillow."
"Oh I got up and I gave it to u"
"Wait... Really!? Noona you know you can't get out of bed. You could have gotten hurt."
"It's ok jeongin obviously I'm ok so don't worry I try not to get up again." He nods
"So noona what's up were u feeling lonely again." I play with my hands and can feel the heat from the tears that want to get out. And slightly nod. "It's ok noona I'm here now" He gave a sweet and child like smile. Me and jeongin talked for a few hours
       *Magical 3 hour time skip*
After a few hours of talking jeongin he gets a phone call
"Oh. Noona I'm going to step out so I can take this ok"
"Ok take your time"