It's always my fault, it's never yours. You make the mistake and somehow, some way, put it on me. I accept it though, I allow it. I know it's wrong but I do it anyway. When you leave me for no reason, I beg for you back. I say, I'm sorry, it's my fault please ,just don't leave me. I know it's wrong. I know you are wrong but I continue. I let you burn my confidence, I let you make me jealous, I let you hurt me and I let myself love you. It's never your fault, I'm the toxic one aren't I? I'm the one that tries to help you, that tries to get you into a better place and make you feel good, and I'm the only one putting effort in. Yet, I'm Toxic. I'm bad for you, I hurt you and manipulate you. Remember the time you called me your soul mate? Remember when you said you loved me? Remember the time you called me a bitch? Remember the time that you went out with another on a date and told me? Or is your brain too clouded with thoughts on how to blame me for your problems, to remember? I left, it hurt like hell but in the end it let me see how strong I am. I'm a better person without you. It's not my fault that I left, it's yours.
