𝔸𝕓𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕕 ☼ 𝕓𝕠𝕪𝕩𝕓𝕠𝕪 ☼ 𝕆𝕟 𝕙𝕠𝕝𝕕

I fucked up

Picture of Derek above

A/N: me and Alex/CrazyArtistCrazyMind struggled so much to find the model for Derek - Alanis

Derek P.O.V

Sitting in my father office waiting to be told how much of a disappointment I am. It's just a normal Sunday night for me.

My father Theo "the great and powerful alpha"walks in. I can already feel his rage.

He slams his hand on the wooden desk. "Are you out of your damn mind talking to me like that! In front of the pack making me look like an idiot!" His hot breath fans my face as he inched closed to me. "You have no right talking to me like that you hear boy!Not when you should have a mate by now. We need a Luna for this pack. Goddess bless the girl that puts up with your bullshit."

I remanded silent knowing if I speak up I'll just make everything worse. "You are such a disappointment! I was ten times strong,fast and bigger then you are at that age.You are pathetic! A pathetic excuse of a son!"

"And you're just a pathetic excuse for a fucking father!" I was about to speak more but was immediately shut up by a sharp pain in my right cheek. I put a hand to my face and looked at my father with anger." Shut the fuck up. You can't even handle a small little slap."

It could only get worse from there. And I didn't feel like breaking any bones. So I jumped out of my chair and ran out of the door. Ignoring my dads screams to come back.

I passed my mother as she waits in the kitchen cowardly. Afraid to speak up and leave him. Cowards all of them. Everyone is to afraid to speak up to my father. I'm sick of it.

I slammed the back door as I ran out of my house into my own personal
escape.

The woods.

My father has been on my ass about my mate. Luna this Luna that it's not my fault I haven't found my mate yet. Not only that he wasn't very pleased with how I acted at the pack meeting. He always says I'm the next alpha and how I should act like it. I never asked to be the next alpha. I'm not a leader. I'm not fast strong or even big enough. I'll never be a good alpha.

Thinking back to how I ran away, I knew I was going to regret it later. Won't surprise me if I get a beer bottle to the face because of it. My mother doesn't help either. She is to afraid of him. She just watches him abuse me from afar. And I deserve it.

I ran farther into the woods. Transforming as i run past millions of Pine trees. Not a worry filled my head. I was at peace. Running away from the demons that follows.

Through the smell of pine trees I smelled something so intoxicating and alluring. I ran faster then before. I wanted more of it. I couldn't get enough of it. As I came to a sudden stop I now know where that intoxicating smell is coming from.

It was my mate

My wolf screamed mate wanting to mark him make him mine. I started circling around him which made him confused.

"Hello?" My heart practlcally stopped as I heard his voice. Holy shit his voice.

When he didn't get a response he started to turn away. But he couldn't leave yet I wanted to see him up close. Me being the desperate guy I am I followed him. He walked faster and so did I. He started running, and so did I. He was getting closer to the road so I ran faster and was right behind him, my head was fought closer to the back of his but I was interrupted by a bright flash. The flash burned my eyes and I shook my head before realising he took a picture of me. Shit, did he really get a picture of me? I didn't need to fuck up anything else even further so I ran away.

My heart aches when I ran away. I see my mate for the first time and I immedialty have to leave him.

Him.

My mate is a male. Shit. I was to distracted by anything to realise that my mate was a male. And he was a human. Homosexuality and humans. the two thing my dad hates more than me. I couldn't let him find out. I didn't want to know what he would do if I found out. On top of that he got a picture of me in my wolf form.

And What the fuck am I gonna do now?

I have no clue. But All I know is I'm screwed.

Author note: It gets better I swear.