Nobody wants to talk about death. That is the topic people tend to avoid because end the end its inevitable.
Everyone dies.
You basically live to die but when that life gets cut short because of cancer that's when it stings. I think it stings because with all of these treatments, it gives you a sense of hope. Hope that the chemo or radiation will work and send the cancer away.
Every appointment is always terrifying because you basically have no idea what the scans are going to reveal. It's either good or bad news. One appointment you may get good news and the next it's bad. Always in the back of my mind is this is the session where the doctor tells me that it's over. There is no more that they can do and that's what happen. They couldn't do anymore. So, I accepted my fate.
But once you accepted your fate, everyone else around you may not have accepted it. They want you to keep doing treatments so they can spend more time with you.
Dying is a lonely business.
Even thought people around you are "supportive" they are basically only thinking of themselves. How they wish they had more time. People don't realize what they have until it's almost gone.
I have done everything I could to defeat this but apparently everything I have is not enough.
Like I said, dying is a lonely business. Because no one understands it. They think they do but they don't until it happens to them.
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Hey guys,
I will try and update this soon. But I am going through some family matters and this chapter was especially difficult to write because I do have an uncle (has cancer) who has a week to 2 months to live. So forgive me if I don't update this book in particular for awhile.
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One Week {Under Construction}
ChickLitAs of 8/6/2019 "One Week" is under construction. Some chapters may be missing due to rewrites. I apologize for the inconvenience. Four Best Friends plus one annoying fiancée. Secrets. Lies. Betrayal. Confessions. Heartbreak. The secrets of the pa...
