Factitious [Jikook]

XXXI: The Boy in My Past

“I lost it ten years ago... ”

Jungkook stared at nowhere jimin's words keeps ranging in his head...

[EARLIER....]

jimin sat in one of the swing, pushing himself lightly. his lips twitch up into a faint smile, looking up in the starry night sky.

“I can't remember anything...” the smaller boy mumbled as he let out a sigh, “...all I can remember is waking up in a hospital bed.” he added made jungkook give all his attention  to him, looking at him in ‘tell me more’ look.

“my mom said I got hit by a car on my way in my favorite place, but I can't remember about that place. Every time I asks her to tell me more about that, she always changing the topic until I, myself gave up gaining my memories back but ──” he paused as he pushed his self again.

“...I don't know, even my mind accepted it my heart can't, there is a voice saying  I miss something ──no! Saying that I missed someone, someone that so important to me...” he added as he glance at jungkook who's only staring at him intently.

“it may sound cliche but the time I let go on that lost memories of my, my heart secretly holding the hope that maybe one day...when I wake up that all my memories came back especially the clear view of the boy in my dream. ” he said.

“boy?” Jungkook asked in narrowed eyebrows made the younger giggled,  finding it cute.

Jimin nodded his head, remembering every dream that he had seen the boy, “he has the sweetest voice, he always called me...” jimin paused trying to recall the name, the boy always call out. “DIMINIE!!!” jimin shouted standing up from his swing.

“he always called me my diminie...” he said with a big smile on his face, he thought revealing that thing to jungkook make the older, upset or mad but jungkook has the same smile on his face.

“aren't you mad?” jimin asked head titling in confusion, jungkook shook his head as he do the same, standing up from his seat sauntering where jimin is. Jimin eyebrows knitted, jungkook didn't act possessively after hearing such a revelation, instead he is smiling cheekily while approaching it's so unusual he thought. Before the other pull him to a hug.

“you've already said you give up gaining── ”

“you aren't listening don't you?” jimin mumbled on jungkook's chest as the other hug him tighter.

“I listen to it...” he broke the hug, cupping the smaller boy face, leaning down to steal a quick peck. “I'm bothered about it, cuz I know and you know that you are mine now.” he said possessiveness lingering into it. And that's what jimin's looking for jungkook possessiveness.

“oh~~ you're not threatened to my childhood sweetheart or crush?” jimin tried to test jungkook his small smile turned into frown when jungkook hummed in response agreeing on what he said. But of course he will not give up.

“what if I remember him? And we meet then I realize that I still have feelings for him, and I want ──”

“don't try baby, it will not work on me.” jungkook cut him off, figuring out what the younger trying to do. To pull the string of jealousy and possessiveness in him.

“tsk...but when it comes to sun─” jimin cut his own words, jungkook held him tighter, the older eyes turned dark along with the dark aura seeping through his body. Jimin laugh nervously,  changing the topic.

“anyway kookie our competition is next week, you are coming, right?” jimin asked hoping the other will say yes, but he knows that jungkook and the group is busy for their comeback. So he also prepared himself for the rejection.

“of course I will! I can talk to pd bang about that...” jungkook assured him leaning for another kiss, but now it's longer and full of passion.

°˖✧.✧˖°

His blank expression turned into a small smile, so what if jimin forget him, all matter that the boy once in his grip, falls in his grip again.

“fate bring you back to me to keep, and I won't ever let you go... Never...”