❖I... M-m-mean!❖

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                         [-Type- Genderless!Kris x Genderless!Shy!Reader-]

My name is Y/n. I was never normal, and you can tell. One of the two humans in Hometown yeah thats one. Whats worse is my inability to talk to anyone without getting nervous and being shy. I sometimes hate it! I stumble on my words and I make a fool out of myself! I just hate it, but my parents say it's "apart of growing". I hate that I mean that I had it for a long time. It's just me! I can;t deal with t. No one is helping me to be more confident...then I awake...

"Hun wake up there is school." My father says nudging me slightly. My eyes flutter. I look at my father. I smile a little. I nod my head and my father leaves my bedside. He opens the curtains. The harsh light blinding me. He walks away and leaves the room. I get up and take a shower. I change and walk down the stairs. I try to slide on the railing but my father stops me. I go to the kitchen where my mother is cooking eggs. 

"Hello hun. I hope your ready for school your father is driving you today." My mother says serving me my plate of eggs. She starts to clean the dishes. "I know you like school." She says scrubbing the dishes the flow of water hitting her arms as she cleans. She slowly hums.

"Yeah. I do like school..." I say slowly eating my eggs. The yolk bursts in my mouth making me smile. It's like when I was younger. The salt adds the taste we all recognize in eggs. The pepper making me cough. I finish up and I hand my dishes to my mother. She smiles and hugs me. I laugh at this gesture and walk out through the door. I see my father inside the car waiting for me. I rush over and smile. I get inside and he drives me to school. We soon reach school and I get out of the car waving goodbye to my father. I sigh as I enter in. It's your typical middle/high school. The noisy hallways, the pushing, and the infamous lockers you see in movies. I roll my eyes on how cliche it is. I take out my binder and walk to class not talking to anyone. I don't have any friends. I get to my classroom and sit down in my usual spot, the back corner seat. My favorite. People...I mean Monsters walk inside and then I see the other human. I don't know their name. They never speaks. No one knows what his eyes look like. I am a little intrigued...what if they are pretty? Nah that could never happen.

"H-hello cl-lass. T-today we a-a-are d-doing a gro-oup pro-oject." Ms. Alphys says. The horrid words that came out of her mouth made my eyes widen and my face turn pale. i shake my head turning back to my normal demeanor. Then she speaks again. "Beardly and Noelle, Y/n and Kris" Ms. Alphys says but I don't pay attention to the rest. I can't deal with this! I can't speak to anyone or else I'll be embarrassed like last time... I can do this. Then she speaks..."O-okay class go work n-now." Ms. Alphys says ushering us to work together. Everyone goes to their partners and the boy, Kris walks up to me. They sits down in the seat next to me.

"So what are we gonna do?" Kris says softly. I stare at them. I don't want to speak because they'll just laugh at me...I hate working with other people! I breath in as they stares at me. "You can speak... correct?" They says. I nod. They smiles for what little you can see from their face. "So we are doing illustrations for the book?" Kris asks. I nod. "So we can both present you'll st-" Kris says until I scream.

"I can't start f-first!" I scream. I stop I realize everyone is staring at me. I shake. Their eyes staring me down. I can't take it. Some snicker. Some look annoyed. Some just look away.  They're judging me...of course. I sit down. Clearly embarrassed. Then I feel water trail down my face. Am I... crying...? Kris looks up to me to see my eyes. They gets up and grabs a few tissues, then coming back and handing me them. I wipe my eyes. They really nice. All those rumors are false. They call them "They are murder thats why they doesn't speak." and more lies.  We finish the beginning. Then what do you know? Schools over. I walk outside to see my father waiting for me. I get into the car and we go home. When we are inside I rush upstairs to think of illustrations. Then who arrives in my thoughts but Kris. I shake my head. Why are they in my thoughts. Brain are you trying to tell me something? Maybe I can call them to come to my house, but my family would rip into them. I'll call them wait I don't have their number. Fuck I guess I have to go outside. I get up and change and go to my parents.

"Mom, Dad! I'm going to a friends house." I yell to them. They don't answer. I groan and walk down the stairs. They are right at the door staring right at me. I can feel my soul leave my body at that moment.

"Whos house are you going to? Are they a boy or girl? Staying over?" My mother says bombarding me with question on where I am going. I shake. I stare at them wiGod th a shocked expression.

"U-uu. A friend's house." I say. Their demeanor changes dramtically. From almost angry to normal. They said yes and I left the house but you must know one problem. Where the fuck does they live. I'm gonna make a fool out of myself. I wonder aimlessly through town looking for them. Do they even live here!?Then I reach the house I didn't check. This has to be them! I knock on the door. Then a goat lady comes to the door...wait who is she.

"Ah hello! Who are you?" The goat-lady asks. I shake. I think they are dead or they don't live here. She stares at me waiting for the answer I already annoyed the whole town. I don't want to- oh my god whats that smell? It smells heavenly...so good. I shake my head and speak.

"I-is Kr-ris her-re?" I sputter out. My face bright from embarressment. She smiles and nods. She walks inside leaving me on the doorstep. Why did she leave me alone? Then she comes out with them! Great. "Uu...W-we need to wor-rk on the pro-oject." I say as the lady lets me in. I mean goat lady.  I keep forgetting. I enter their house. It's quite nice actually. Kris grabs my hand and takes me upstairs. Mmm. I don't want to be hear anymore. I am now in their room...great. I sit down on the floor. They leave the room...phew. I can finally breathe now. I look around. It's a normal room. My hearts pounding...Make it stop. Then they enter the room. They have a piece of paper. Then...they hand it to me. 

"H-hu?" I say as they hand me the paper. I slowly grab the paper. The krinkling making me shake. I open it. Then sees a sweet poem.

I met a person
They were as sweet as a peach
They were as pure as snow
And I had no way of saying I need you...so
I created this poem to show...
How much I love you <3.

~Kris

I stare at the poem. I look up to see they are staring at me waiting for me what to say. "I-i love i-it. Wh-ho i-is i-it fo-or?" I ask. They write the answer on the paper. "The last word.". My face heats up. I feel water trailing down my face. They looked worried. They ask me if Iike i...I can't take this! I run down their stairs. My foot stomping loudly. I start to breathe heavier. I need to leave I have no idea what to say to them! I see goat...lady looking at me and trying to ask where I am going. It's sunset. I run down the sidewalk to hear footsteps behind me. Monsters stare at me. I look behind me to see Kris running to me. I run faster putting my legs under pressure. I look again and they stop looking at my direction. I keep running. I soon enter my home panting. I get scolded for coming home late. I say I am sorry and run upstairs. I go to my desk. I grab my notebook and start writing. Soon I finish. I know what I must do. That sounds like I will murder them, but something better than that. I sleep after finishing it. Soon my father wakes me up. I get up quickly and change fast. I grab the note and run to school. My parents couldn't drop me off. I get to our classroom and find Kris' desk.  I place the letter ontop of it and go hide outisde in the crowd. When I enter I can see Kris sit at their desk to find the letter. They open it and I hide at my desk putting up my hoodie. The note said...I can remember even to this day.

A yellow flower asked the snow a question...
The snow hid away from the flower
The yellow flower won.
In taking the snow's heart.
But...
They could start.
And it will take awhile but...
But snow trusted their gut
and
accpeted yellow flower as theirs and snow as yellows.

~Y/n (I accept <3)




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