This is love.?

'Holy fucking shit'

Their apartment is so much bigger than what it looks like on the home tour video thing. And it smelt like different foods, it smelt like a buffet. It didn't smell bad lolololol

I picture myself smiling like a moron, I slid my phone on the table in the kitchen. I turn towards the fridge; remembering the extreme thrust I was suffering from.

I swing the fridge door open, and all of the things the boys say about them not ever having any food. Let me tell you those are totally, 100% telling the absolute truth! There was half a thing of bread, a little bit of milk, a jar of pickles and a few takeout boxes, but there was a few case thing of orange, red, and blue Gatorade's. I grab a orange one, I shut the fridge door, I turn around and my heart feel out my butthole. I threw my Gatorade in the air and jumped I kid you not, probably 3 feet in the air as my eyes met 5 VERY familiar faces, one of them is holding a phone out as if they are video taping me, I don't pay attention to which one.

"Oh my god! Holy fucking shit!" I full out screamed and I jumped/ran/hurdled from the kitchen towards the entry way. "Oh my god! Holy shit! Oh my fucking g! I'm gonna piss myself! Hold fucking shit!" I screamed, the tears STREAMING down my face, my arms flailing in the air as I do awkward, uncontrolled, uneven high-knees.

I drop down to my knees, curl into a ball and begin to just sob uncontrollably.

They all start to laugh, but not like a 'make fun of laugh' but you know what kind of laugh I'm talking about right? Because I can't explain it lololol.

I slowly lift my head up from the ground. I meet eyes with Taylor Caniff. And that sure as hell didn't stop the crying situation.

I got on my feel so fast, I run up to him; I attack him in a hug. I wrap my arms tightly around his neck, I grip him as if he was not allowed to let go. His strong, muscular arms wrapped around my waist. We hugged for about 10 seconds.

I pull away, I look him in the eyes, he's giving me one of those gorgeous, adorable smiles of his, I let out a single laugh looking down at NY shoes for a second, smiling like an idiot. I look back up "I love you so much!" I begin to cry again, "I love you too babe." He smiles and laughs too.

He steps to the side, revealing a smiling Hayes. Wow.... The actually Hayes. Gorgeous amazing. Beautiful Hayes Grier. No more than 4 feet away from me.

He walks towards me with his arms out wide. He embraces me in a big hug. We hug for the same amount of time and Taylor and I. "I love you so much!" I cry "I love you too." He coos in that nice voice of his <3

He releases the hug, as he steps to the side, next boy is Cartah. Haha XD I walk up to him hugging him tightly. "Hey." He chuckles "Hi." I cry and laugh awkwardly. Still holding on to his tight embrace. "I can't believe I'm hugging you right now." I bawl "I can't believe I'm hugging a beautiful girl like you." He responds and I laugh, pure happiness.

I release my grip, we pull away and we give each other a warm smile.

He steps to the side, and now. Now, standing in front of me is the man who mad all of this possible. Cameron Dallas. I run up to him, jumping, my legs wrapped around his waist, my arms wrapped tightly around his neck. Him holding me up my wrapping his arms around my middle back.

"Thank you so much! This is all you! Thank you so much! I love you so much Cam! Thank you! I love you so much! This is all because of you! You made my dreams come true! Thank you so much! I LOVE YOU!" I cry so hard.

He smiles and responds with a "I love you! Thank you for supporting me, I love you babe! Don't thank me at all." He laughs. He sets me down, he takes his thumb and wipes my tears away, useless; the tears don't stop streaming for anything. They just keep coming and coming and coming and coming. He smile and I give a single laugh smiling back.

This moment is absolutely perfect.

Cameron then steps to the side and my heart stopped.

Here I am. Face to face. Not 5 feet, from the one, the only, Nash Grier.