I wake up and I am freezing, I get so cold so easily. I turn to my side to see Nash wrapped up in the blanket, way to hog it all… http://weheartit.com/entry/136483921
I rub my eyes sit up and feel an instant draft. I look down and find myself completely naked…
WHAT. THE. FUCK.
I instantly rub out of the bed, picking up my cloths from Nash's floor. How did we get down here? Whatever, I slip all of my cloths back on and slowly open the door open and creep out.
I walk up the stairs to Cameron's room, I walk into his room; him snuggled up in his bed. http://weheartit.com/entry/136243604 walk over to my suitcase and grab a comfy outfit, since I had a 4 and a half hour plane trip. http://weheartit.com/entry/120625878
I put of foundation and concealer, this is the last day I am going to see the guys for what I'm guessing is ever… So I wanted to make a good impression.
"Leigha?" Cameron says sleepily and confused.
"Good morning BÀE." I smile
"You look shmexy." He yawns
I laugh and tank him
"Are you ready to be back home?" He asks
"No." I say immediately
"Haha why?" He asks sitting up rubbing his eyes, squinting; still adjusting to the light shinning through the window.
"I don't want to go back to school." I state, plopping down on his soft, comfortable bed, next to him.
"You're a freshman! It's gonna be awesome! You're gonna meet so many people, maybe you'll find someone that I'll have to come fuck up." He says and I laugh, but my laugh slowly dies down, rather quickly. And I say
"I don't want to find anybody else." I meant to say that in my head. Damn it..
"Who are you talking about?" He asks and I look up at him
"Nash?" He says in a hushed tone and I slowly nod my head
"Well, if that's what you want, go for it." He encourages me.
"But he's a Junior I'm a freshman, he lives in L.A. I live in Fargo. He's 16 I'm 15, he's famous I'm just a normal girl. He's flawless and perfect, and I'm normal and just me." I point out
"Too bad none of that matters." He says matter-o-factly
I look at him. What?
"Leigha, if you guys really liked each other that wouldn't matter." He tells me, I five a slight smile. Because he WAS right.
"I heard my name." Cameron and I turn our heads to face the door, seeing a bed headed Nash.
"We were just talking." Cameron says casually
"About what?" He questions
"Nothing!" Cameron laughs
"We were talking about how her ass looks in leggings!" He boasts,
Nash's face instantly tenses up, and clenches his jaw
"He's just kidding calm down." I say grabbing his hand, he looks down at me and his fave instantly relaxes, he looks at me for a few more seconds before he busts out into a bright blush.
I'm guessing what he thought about what happened between us. Because I did and that caused me to blush, I let go of his hands and walk over Cameron.
"Do you want to go to Breakfast?" Cameron yawns slipping on a 'Lincoln Park' tee
I nod my head with a smile,
"Go get the guys up and tell them we're leaving." Cameron tell Nash
"So bossy!" Nash says in a girly voice, rolling eyes, swinging his hips as he walked out of the room shutting the door behind him.
Cameron chuckled and says "Why do you guys act like that?"
"Act like what?" I ask confused.
"Like I don't know, y'all act like you I don't know how to explain it." He gives up,
"Is it good or bad?" I question
"It's good, like you guys look at each other in a certain way. I DON'T KNOW!" He shouts flailing his arms around and I laugh
"Well, I'm sorry that I look at Nash that way.?" I say, more as in a question form.
"You know what?!" He snaps
I raid my eyebrow
"Get yo ass out of my sanctuary!" He squeals throwing a pillow out of my head, I dodge it laughing and go downstairs.
I see Nash laying down on the couch I debate whether or not I want to talk to him, I begun to walk over there. My feet won't stop, my brain the was like 'Bitch you better stop' and my feet were like 'Bitch you better shut the fuck up'
I approach him, I walk around the coach so that I was face to face with him.
He look up and instantly smiles "Hey Li." He says quietly
"Hi…" I saw awkwardly.
"What's the matter?" He asks sitting up
What's wrong? Really?! We just had fufking sex! What do you mean what's wrong?!?!?!?!?!
I open my mouth to say something but nothing comes out
I looks down at his feet takes a big breath, he rises taking one of my hands into his and leads me out to the patio.
He shuts the door behind us,
"Okay, I know what you're thinking."
"No you don't!" I boast
"We just had sex! What do you mean 'what's wrong'?!" I snap,
"Do you regret it?" He asks, his eyes beginning I water.
That was a really stupid question:
"Of course not."
"Then why are you acting so weird?"
"Because I'm leaving today!" I boast getting frustrated "I'm probably never going to see you again." I say; tears stinging my eyes
"What?" He looks up at me in disbelief.
I slowly look away from him
"Do you seriously think I'm just going to forget about you?"
"I don't know." I say honestly.
"If that's what you think you got me fucked up." He spits, I look up at him
"If you don't think that we could be something more then why'd you do it last night?" He asks getting closer to me, inches away from my face.
I swallow hard. "I- I- I don't know." I stutter
He smiles at me, "I like you. And you like me." He says
"You don't know that." I scoff trying to sound sure but ended up sounded scared and unsure.
"Oh I don't?" He asks raising an eyebrow, smiling
I shake my head 'no' crossing my arms over my chest
"So if I asked you to be my girlfriend you would I say 'no'?" He questions, and the smile I had on my face fell and I got instant goosebumps,
"What?" I say, shocked.
He laughs awkwardly, as he scratches the back of his neck.
"I really like you, ok?" He tells, facing me.
"I don't want this to end just because you're leaving. I want to get to know you more than I already do, I know a lot, but I feel like there is so much more." He says seriously, starring into my eyes
I open my mouth to say something but nothing come out. He realizes my struggle, so he eases the pain
"All I want to ask you is this; Aleigha Wells, will you please be my girlfriend?"
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Fanfiction#CallMeCam #FollowMeCam #FacetimeMeCam. I've tried millions of times. And just like millions of others I've fail time and time again. But when Cameron comes out with his newest contest 'A trip with Cam' I know it will never happen. But my heart keep...