Open Up

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It's the next day and Suga still hasn't moved. J-Hope is asleep still even though it is a quarter until 3 pm. Suga starving calls RM and asks for burgers... And something special for J-Hope.

Suga POV
Why can't he understand I'm not leaving... He's my best friend. I need him to know I'm staying for good but what can I do if he won't let me in? Please J ... Please let me in.

RM approaches. The look of worry is on them both as they know J-Hope hasn't eaten much in days. They both know the odds of him eating is slim but that's why they the have Sprite.

RM: How long have you been here?
S: Not long enough he won't open the fucking door.
RM: (loud enough for J-Hope to hear) Room service!
J: No thanks! Come back in a week.
S: J please let us in... Please!
RM: We have burgers!
S: It's no use he hasn't eaten a meal in days just small snacks...
RM: Back to the store I go. Keep trying Suga he'll come around soon I'm sure.
J: I HAVE SNACKS JUST STOP! OKAY?
RM: Alright fine! I have to go to the studio anyways. Suga you coming?
S: No I'm going to be here for as long as it takes.

J-Hope POV
I feel so bad. I don't know how I'm ever going to find joy in a world where my own mother rejects me. Has Suga been here all night? That has to be uncomfortable. He should've just slept at home.

S: RM left now will you let me in. I know what you are going through.
J: Why didn't you go home last night?
S: I need you to know I'm here for you always. No matter how many times you shut me out I won't move.
J: But I'm-
S: I don't care about how fucking broken you are! I'm broken too! YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND! LET ME IN!
J: No I'm trying to say I'm g-
S: Can I please talk to my friend and not this stupid door anymore!?
J: I'm gay don't you get it! I'm sorry... Its just I'm not the same anymore.
S: You are still J-Hope! My best friend!

Though Suga already knew his best friend was gay his heart starts pounding uncontrollably. He has a secret he can't hold much longer.

Suga POV
I haven't been this nervous since our debut concert. I have to tell him... He deserves to know. But what if it changes things?

S: Can you open up now. I need to see you. I even have Sprite!
J: Sprite? Well if I had known that-
S: Yeah, yeah, yeah. Open the fucking door already.

The door opened and J-Hope falls in Suga. So grateful he didn't leave him. You would even think that he started to get a little light back in his eyes. They walk into the room together and open the Sprite.

How do I tell him... He has been so broken these past few days what if he thinks I'm lying to make him feel better. Maybe I'll wait.

J: Why did you text me last night if you were right at my door?
S: I wanted to make sure you got the message. You've ignored me for days now.
J: Both our read receipts are on though.
S: Not the text message J... the message that you are not alone. I'm always with you.
J: How did you know I would let you in.
S: I didn't. I didn't care if I did or didn't get in as long as you knew I'm here. You being gay hasn't changed anything at all.

 You being gay hasn't changed anything at all

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