I woke up before Brianna so I went downstairs to make something to eat and then to make Brianna's breakfast for when she woke up. When I got to the kitchen, there was breakfast for both Brianna and I, from my mum which had note attached to it.
Hey I'm off to work
Talktome when get home!
Enjoy Breakfast!!
LoveYou!!
Mum xx
I smiled. I'm so grateful for my mum. I put the note to the side and set out the breakfast.
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"Mummy!!" I heard Brianna cry.
I ran to my room as quickly as possible
"Yes, sweetie what's wrong?" I asked softly
"I had a nightmare".
"Ohhh don't worry mummy will protect you" I said gently as I hugged her tightly. After breakfast I took Brianna to Emma's house and I went back to Nathan to see if we could talk things out and see what we both want. When I arrived the door was locked and all the windows seem to have the curtains closed, I knocked on the door.
"Nathan!" I yelled." Open the door!".
I heard footsteps come down the stairs and Nathan opened the door, bags under his eyes and his hair was messy, tracksuit pants and a white shirt.
"Aren't you meant to be at work?" I asked.
"I called in sick" He said standing to that side offering me inside my own house.
"Soo.. I wanted to talk about last night" I said stepping inside.
"I missed you so much, I am sorry really, truly, Brooklyn" He pleaded.
He was holding both my hands in his.
"Nathan, I don't know if we can move past this" I said trying hard to hold back the tears.
"Brooklyn! you can't be serious out of all the things we've been through, all the love" He begged.
"I thought you loved me too" I said tears rolling down my cheeks.
" I do, I still do" He cried.
"Give me a chance".
I cried harder the more he begged, I kept thinking I love this man but he betrayed my trust. He stopped then looked at me.
"So what do you want a divorce?" He asked with tears in his eyes.
"I don't know" I replied .
I was starting to get panic attacks, I find myself not be able to breathe as easily as I normally do. It turned physical and my stomach started to hurt, I screamed in pain as a held onto my stomach.
