please don't leave me, i begged
please don't forget about me, i kneeled
my heart is so sick of waiting to heal,
i cried
and i cried
i cried for the billionth time
i begged for the hundredth time
and my heart waited to be healed for the tenth time
" i just wanted to be loved", i reasoned out
you gave me the same blank stare they gave me
" but i ended up keeping you as my beloved ", i continued
the broken smile you gave me with tears falling down on your cheeks
i wanted to wipe them but i was so afraid that my rough hands will break your fragile smile
" i know you the wanted to be loved; you are always loved",
you said
i was so afraid to look at you because maybe
maybe i won't be able to forget about you
" you are always loved", tears continued to fall down on your face
" i wanted to show it but i don't know how", you confessed
" am i not good enough?", i asked with trembling lips
" you are more than enough, you are more than what i asked for! you are more than what i prayed for!
me! i! myself! i am the one who is afraid that i am not good enough for you!", you cried your heart out
" ever since i witnessed that smile of yours. girl, my heart won't stop beating whenever i remember that sweet smile of yours!", you cried your soul out
and now i realized how can i be that blind?
