Y/n
Ok, so I'm still a virgin and I'm already 17. My friend lost hers last year and I've been so stuck up on school that I haven't been able to look at the things outside of school. My life is so uneventful, but when I try new things it usually always ends with something bad happening.
"Y/n, you coming?" I snap out of my daze as I hear my friend's voice.
"Oh, yeah, sorry... I spaced out for a minute." I explain and he smiles.
"What were you thinking about?" He asks as he walks into my room and sits next to me.
"Ah, it's nothing..." I lie and he puts his hand on my head, making me look over at him and then at his hand.
"C'mon, y/n, you can tell me." He smiles and I look at him with a huff.
"You always do that, asshole! You know I can't lie when you smile like that!" I admit and slap his hand away.
"You love me though, so push that hate away bro." He nudges my shoulder with a chuckle and I smile.
"Shawn... promise me you won't get weirded out if I tell you what I was actually thinking." I say and he smiles with an eye roll.
"Me? Get weirded out? Pshhhh! Nah." He says and I give him a stern look.
"Alright, alright! I promise..." he says and I smile.
"Now, what I was thinking about was the fact that I haven't lost my virginity..." I say just to get it over with and he looks over at me.
"Why would I get weirded out by that?" He asks and I put my head on his shoulder, making his head rest on mine.
"I don't know... I just thought you would think I'm weird for mentioning it to you." I reply and he chuckles, reaching for my hand.
"It's perfectly normal to think about those kinds of things, y/n, so you have nothing to be worry about." He reassures and I sigh in relief.
"Thanks Shawn, but now..." I trail off as I move my head to face him which then makes him face me.
Our eyes were locked in an intense gaze and I noticed his eyes quickly flick from my own eyes to my lips. I lick my lips as I do the same, wondering what his lips would feel like against my own. I also should've mentioned to you that I haven't had my first kiss yet either, so that's that.
"B-But now what, y/n?" He said softly and I slowly begin to come back to reality as I prepare myself to ask him this question.
"But now I have to ask you a serious question..." I trail off once again with my voice barely above a whisper.
"Ask away..." he insisted and I move to his ear while my left hand went to the back of his neck.
"Can you take my virginity?" I whisper and I pull away to look at his face.
His pupils became bigger and I admired the way his jaw clenched. I gasp when he stands up and closes my door while locking it right after. He stands there facing the door while I could hear his breathing. I then become concerned and was about to ask if he was alright until he turned around and he walked towards me.
"Shawn, are you-" I try to say but then I gasp when his arms wrap around my waist as he makes my legs wrap around his torso.
He brings me to my door and gently rests my back against it as he looks at me with a serious yet tender look. My heartbeat quickens when I look back into his intimidating gaze and he finally leans into my ear like I did before.
"Gladly..." is all he said and before I could say anything back, my wonder faded as I felt a pair of soft lips on mine.
I melt into the sweet kiss and returned it. My hands then began to move around, first softly caressing his broad shoulders and then slowly going up his neck and massaging his roots as I felt his tongue ask for permission. I deny him just to see what will happen and he groans before his hands make their way to my bum, squeezing gently. I moan and my mouth opens just enough for him to enter.
