Y/n
It's so different between us.
We've become so distant.
I know it's not just me and my stupid brain, there's an obvious gap that's made itself present and I hate to admit it.
"Hey, babe." He greets with words that used to make me smile.
"What happened?" I ask softly with pain evident in my voice.
I look up at him as he stood in front of me and I quickly elaborate.
"Don't you dare give me that stupid look. You know damn well what I'm talking about, Shawn." I spit his name in anger and his eyebrows furrow.
"W-What? I don't- why are you mad?" He asks in genuine confusion making my blood boil.
"Are you fucking kidding me, Shawn?! You can't tell me you don't see it too!" My voice cracks and I don't bother to remove the now spilled tears.
His eyes then flash with a knowing look. His head then hangs low making me curl my fingers into a fist.
"Forget it." I huff and turn on my heel.
He doesn't seem to care so I won't either.
"Y/n, stop." His voice speaks up and chills invade my skin when his hand wraps around my wrist.
"Stop what, Shawn?! I'm tired of the empty 'i love you's! Everytime I try to talk to you, you just seem uninterested! What did I do?! Your kiss used to make me forget my name! Your touch used to make me feel warm! Now all you do is make me feel like I repulse you!" I yell and my voice cracks yet again when I let my anger take the wheel.
"You have no idea how shitty you make me feel...ever since the first empty look you gave me, my heart hasn't stopped breaking. It's now getting to the point that everytime I see you, I want to scream at you and hit you while I cry like the pathetic bitch that I am!" I scream and I begin to push him.
"Why won't you talk to me?! Say something damn it!!" I scream again and I collapse when his arms hold me back from hitting him again.
"Why don't you love me anymore?..." I whimper and I can't help but hold him close.
The silence that fell after made my ears ring, but before I could pull away from his embrace, his lips gently pressed against mine.
"No! No..." I whimper but then I feel my body heat spark up.
I wrap my arms around his neck and his hands grab me making me jump into his embrace. His lips move against mine and my tears don't stop flowing when I feel my heart beat quicken. I'm so deep into the kiss that I don't notice him move us to our room. I whimper into the kiss as I continue crying and he pulls away when I feel my back hit the bed.
"You're so stupid, how could you think I stopped loving you?" He whispers against my lips and my fingers move through his hair.
"I never ever stopped loving you, y/n, and i won't ever stop." He said and I whimpered before kissing him again.
He kissed me back this time with more passion. His shirt soon hit the floor and I shivered when his hands roamed my body. He pulled away and began to kiss all over my face, kissing away the left over tears.
