Forever Kina

Chapter 23

I woke up early with Kian to go to my house to pack . " Hey hon-" I cut her off walking up to my room ignoring her . I slam my room door knowing my mom would here it . I sit down on the floor packing my stuff while Kian is sitting on the spinning chair . " I'm gonna miss you Kianna " Kian interrupts the silence . " I'm gonna miss you too " I say having a tears fall down my cheek . * knock knock * I here on the door " come in " I say , it was my dad , he looked around my room " Kianna , honey , it's okay " he come near me but I stop him " don't touch me " I yell putting my hand out pushing him away . he gets out if my room and shuts the door .

" Kianna , please don't act like that , I'll come visit you " kian saids behind me

" Sorry , you had to see that Kian , I'm really sorry " I stand up and walk to him giving him a hug

" It's just that , I finally met a perfect guy and I have to leave him forever " I say still hugging him .

" Awh Kianna , it's okay , I'll still be here , I'll wait for you " Kian said

" No , Kian I wish I can stay but I have to have a good ass reason why " I pull away from our hug and Kian wipes my tears .

" Shh...it's okay , don't cry " he wipes my tears again but more just come out

" Kian Will you and the guys come to the airport with me ? " I ask

" Yeah , anything for you "

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We arrived at the Airport around 6:17 and our flight didn't leave till 6:30 so we just sat and talked but not as much we where to upset to . I went to get me some Starbucks at the station and when I came back I sloped almost falling on my butt , but Kian helped me holding me in his arms like the day we first met . " Hi I'm Ki-" he said imitating out first meet " I know who you are " I got up out of his hands and sat back down with the boys . I just kept thinking about how my life would be if I hadn't met Kian but I couldn't kian was to important in my life it's was just the thought of finally having someone always there for me . my parents sat somewhere else giving my friends and I some privacy . I thought about Sam , Lycia , Connor , Ricky , Trevor but mostly about Kian . I couldn't leave them , I can't , but I have to until I thought that I turned 18 and that I'm an adult and that I can go on my own . I soon get up and walk to my parents

" I'm not moving " I exclaimed

" Yeah , you are " my mom said

" No I'm not , you can , but I'm not , I'm 18 I can go on my own now . "

" Where are you gonna live ? "

" I may not have everything figured out but I'm still young I still got a lot to learn and I will learn from my mistakes and I will some day have a house to live in and it will be perfect " I crossed my arms

My dad stood up knowing that my glad always understands me but my mom was different " good luck sweetie , we love you " he said . my just sat and looked at the floor

" Oh thanks guys , I love you , I'll call you everyday " I walked back to the guys and Lycia and stood in front if all of them smiling

" what ? " Lycia asked with a confused face

" I'm not moving ! " I screamed , they all stood up and hugged me

" Oh my god , thank you " Lycia said hugging me with everyone else

" Should we go now ? " Kian asked

" Yeah we should "

Kian had asked me to live with them and I did .

[ Couple weeks later ]

I was all settled in at they o2l house and I gotten really close to all of them . Sam was my closets and Jc was kind there . " can you please just lay in bed with me " kian blurred out although it's 8:30am . so I just crawled back in bed next to Kian wrapping his arms around my waist .