Heart

Fury

The Next day at school I was unusually happy.

          I walked in with a smile on my face. A lot of people stared but, only because I never usually smiled.

          I arrived at first period and I was still smiling, everybody in the class stared even the teacher.

          It didn't bother me too much, and I really didn't care what people thought because I was once again happy, and I liked it.

          But sure enough my happiness couldn't last long without Jennifer or someone ruining it. When I got to 6th period my happiness remained and got even bigger when I saw Eric and his perfect smile.

          I walked to where we sit, and his eyes followed me every step of the way.

          "Hey" was all he said when I got there but he said it in a tone of pure happiness.

          All I did was smile and hug him... immediately.

He was so warm and he smelled SOOO good.

          I never wanted to let him go.

          It felt like we were hugging forever but, really it was just 5 minutes.

          "alight love birds. Break it up" said Mr. martin. 

          I was kind of mad because he ruined our moment but, relieved because it would have gotten pretty weird if we hugged for more than 5 minutes in the middle of class.

          Half way through class Eric reached over and grabbed my hand.  He took it to his mouth and kissed it. I smiled so much, I think I even blushed a little.

          No one could tell though because I'm kind of this dark mocha shade but, I knew I was blushing.

          A part of me thinks he knew I was too because he looked at me and wouldn't stop. I also saw Jennifer looking at me. I could tell she was so jealous.

          But, honestly, I don't care she deserves to feel this way after all she's put me through.

          I'm finally happy once again and I like it.

          The bell rang for class to be over. I got up and was going to grab my bag when Eric picked it up for me. I was surprised but, I didn't mind.  

          When I moved he pushed my chair in, and locked hands with me. When we walked out of the classroom all eyes were on us.

          I was curious "what's everyone staring at?" I asked him.

          "us" he said

          "why?" I replied.

          "who cares why."

          "are they jealous of us?" I asked

          "Maybe their jealous because they don't have a girlfriend as beautiful as mine" he said as he leaned down to kiss me on the cheek.

          I smiled "that was so corny Eric, but maybe that is the case"

          We arrived to 7th period. He walked me to my seat, pulled the chair out and once I was in it he pushed it in. I don't know how I feel about him being this polite. It seems so much like an act.

          I think what I was thinking was showing on my face. Because when I sat down he immediately asked me what was wrong.

          I put a fake smile on and said, "oh nothing" and I had a feeling that he knew I was lying.

          He looked kind of suspicious, but he sat down anyway.

          Class started then this girl I sit next to and have never talked to in my life suddenly asks, "are you guys dating?"

           "why does it matter?"         

She put a weird look on her face "well... Jennifer says that you don't deserve him because you always have everything that you want, no one ever tells you no because of the simple fact that you lost your mom. And that you're a homewrecker". 

          So many things ran through my mind. She's going around telling everybody that I'm a homewrecker when she was the one who slept with my boyfriend while we were together and then tried to keep a secret and to top that she really is bringing my mom into this what kind of a goofy bitch does that.

          I was yet again ready to fight Jennifer. She just doesn't get enough.

          As soon as the bell rang for class to be over I ran out of the classroom.

          I knew where she would be.

          I walked outside and spotted her immediately, I dropped everything and charged her.

          Everybody watched me charge her but no one cared enough to stop me... well that's what I thought.

          As soon as I got to her and my arm cocked back to hit her in the face someone grabbed me... it was Eric.

          "let me go!" I yelled as I tried to fight him off. I got so caught up in getting him off I forgot who I was really mad at. I focused my attention back on that hoe Jennifer. 

          "you stupid piece of crap, stop spreading all these lies about me just because you can't be happy!"

          I was so mad, mad to the point where I couldn't breathe. I was kicking and hitting Eric with all my force but he would not let me go.

          "Eric let me go! This is your fault! You're the reason all of this is happening" I was heated.

          He dropped me and yelled "how is this my fault?"

          "ITS YOUR FAULT BECAUSE IF YOU DIDN'T DECIDE TO COME HERE, SLEEP WITH THAT SLUT THEN COME STRAIGHT TO ME, NONE OF THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED!"  

          I could feel myself crying but, not sad tears, angry tears, I was next level furious.

          A tear dropped, Eric walked towards me and tried wiping it away. I turned my face.

          "I think I should go before I say something ill regret." I murmured.

          "Penelope, no" he said as he reached out for my hand

          "Eric, stop" I said as I looked at him and walked to my car.

          He watched me get in and drive away.

          That whole rest of the day I felt a slight piece of guilt.

          Maybe I shouldn't have said it was his fault.

          I just felt so much rage come through my body I said and did the first things that came to my mind.

          I laid in bed thinking of him and all the things I said and did to him.

          While I was thinking of him, he texted me.

          The text said, "I'm sorry Penelope." I didn't reply.

          Then he texted me again.

          "please text me back"

          I still didn't reply.

           Then he texted me one last time.

          I replied with "it's not your fault"

          He replied with "come to your window"

          I jumped up and ran to my window and I was surprised to find him outside my house and not because it was Hella late but, because it was raining cats and dogs.