Prologue
You know that saying "life is never full of regrets". That "everything happens for a reason". I dont believe in all of that. These sayings are just things that people say to you to try to make make you feel beter. Thats why I hate my life. My life is full of regrets, and everything doesn't happen for a reason everything happens because it happens.
I have something missing in my life that every young lady or old people want in their life ! That want to have their little fairy tale , with them being a princess to their own prince. Yeah it is cliche but you know its true ! Unless you would want to be living with a monster that treats you like its younger brother. Yup I regret that , I regret going out with my ex boyfriend. You see sometimes you do regret in life ! To start with , my name is Camila Rivers and I'm not living the high school experience quite yet. I dont like the person that I am but I still have to live with it, because you don't choose the kind of life you that you gratefully desire.
You want to know the requirements that make people like that makes you "popular"? Well you have to be pretty, have nice clothes, and be fake. Yeah it might seem cheesy but you know that it's true ! Well I can't be that because I'm an ordinary person thats not living her high school experience. You know the funny thing is that I still never been to those big parties where supposedly I heard "its the time of you life".
Thats what my best friend said, his name is Nathan Price, the jock and unlike me he is part of the popular society that makes you the most important person every to be seen any where. But he isn't like the stuck up popular people, he is just a cool, pretty, but not fake. Ok I might be wrong then with my little statement I said but what ever! Well he is very trustworthy funny thing is that he is actually the only person that I actually do trust with all my secrets. He knows every single one . At least I think he does ! Except that I'm actually jealous of his perfect life and his perfect girlfriend . Yeah this is my life
