Love hate relationship (One Direction)

Christmas Party

Christmas.

I don't know if it was the alcoholic drinks at the Christmas party or just us being us, but somehow I found myself flirting with Niall on my moms back deck.

"Your hot, you know that?" Niall hits his shoulder against mine. Yup, defiantly the drinks. I bite my lip. For about an hour Niall and I have just been sitting here constantly flirting.

"Your hotter," I say.

"If Im hotter then why did you ignore me last Christmas?" He asks. Suddenly the air changes around us from joking drunks to tense and serious.

It's silent for a few minutes while we drink our probably spiked eggnog. "What happen to her?" I ask.

"Who?" He stares at his cup.

"The head red."

Niall sighs as he messes with his cup still. I wish he would look at me. "Just didnt work out." He looks over at my hands. "Your wearing my bracelet," he smiles as he sees the bracelet he gave me for my birthday on my wrist. I blush.

"Oh," I say as I look down at my cup in hand. "It may be the drinks talking but... I really like you Niall," I state nonchalantly as I move my cup around as to stir it's contents. Nialls head snaps to my direction.

"What?" He asks. Yup, defiantly the alcohol to blame for me not being embarrassed for admitting that. "Tessa?"

"Hm?" I look up from my drink.

"You just said you liked me..."

"So?" I ask. "Yeah, I know you don't feel the same way and that's fine. I've had to deal with it before so I can do it again." I smile at him. He's so "adorable." I didn't mean to say it out loud, it just came out.

Niall pulls me onto his lap, I quirk a brow. I giggle as I notice how close we are. He takes my right leg and places it on the other side of him so I'm straddling him. This is different.

"What are you-" I'm cut off by Nialls lips on mine. Not that I'm complaining. I giggle slightly but then kiss him back. My hands find their way to his chest. He pulls me tighter against him, smashing my hands between are chests. I smile as My hands move up under his shirt. Niall licks my bottom lip asking for entrance, I gladly let him in. Our tongue explore each others mouths until I just can't breath. I pull away and lean my head into Nialls neck. Niall starts to bite my neck making me giggle.

I wake up in my bed, how did I get here? I try to sit up but end up falling back down on my bed after my head starts pounding. Damn.

"You okay?" Niall suddenly appears on the other half of my bed, scaring me so bad I fall off the side of the bed. "Shit, sorry!" He says as he gets up and helps me back up. He's only in his boxers. God help me to keep my eyes up here.

After I'm laying back down, facing the ceiling I ask, "da hell?" Niall chuckles.

"Need meds?" He asks.

"Tell me we didn't do any thing!" I panic.

"No," he full on laughs his adorable laugh. "No we didn't do that!" I sigh.

We lay in silence. What... How did he... Why is he in here?

"You know your hot when your drunk," he states. I know he didn't just say that to me. Niall horan just called me hot. When did this happen? How did this happen?

"What the hell happened last night?" I say annoyed that I can't remember.

"You just told me you liked me," he smirks. I did what? I blush, horribly. "And I told you I liked you too." I blush more then horribly. If horribly is even an amount. "Then I did this." He says as he leans in. Oh my god he's gonna- he presses his lips against mine. Without thought I move to a kneeling position and pull him closer. He laughs but holds me tighter also.

"Okay! We need rules!" Harry barges in my room making Niall and I scramble apart. Harry sits on the bed. Here comes his 'big bro' talk. I often have to remind him I'm a year older then him.

"Harry I'm older then you," I state annoyed.

"He's my band mate. Your my sister."

"Your my brother. Moms my mother. He's my friend," I state a bunch of facts that have to do with nothing at the moment.

"What does that have to do with anything?" He asks confused.

"Oh, I thought we were stating random facts," I tease. Harry rolls his eyes as Niall chuckles at us.

"You," Harry points to Niall, "are not to be in her room past 10. And you, "he looks at me, "are to keep your hands to your self and your cloths on!" Then he gets up and leaves. Leaving me blushing more then needed.

"Yeah Tessa, keep your cloths on," Niall states. I blush.

"You don't really want that, do you Niall?" I smirk as I move closer to his face. He closes his eyes then reopens them, not able to talk. I smirk. I climb onto Niall, making him lay back on the bed. Don't worry, I'm not going to do anything, I'm not a slut, just a flirt like my brother. "You know," I move closer to his ear, "he said I had to keep my close on, not you." My hands run up and down Nialls stomach as I push his shirt up. Niall lets me take it off without talking. I smirk as I look down at his perfectly defined torso. I lean down and kiss his chest. Niall groans.

"Breakfast!" Mom yells. I run my hands over his torso one more time before planting my lips on his cheek. I can't explain the feelings I have for this man.

"Come on," I smirk as I climb off of him. "Breakfast."

"I'm not hungry," he says.

"Yes you are," I laugh as I leave the room.

That Christmas Niall and I had to at least snog three times a day. But like all the times before, after we went back to our normal life's we forgot about each other. I didn't forget, I just stopped responding to his messages because I didn't want to get hurt again. I knew sooner or later a girl would come along and Niall would fall for her again. I didn't want to be told that he was dating someone again so I did the most selfish thing I could have done, stopped responding to his texts and calls.

Harry skyped me a few times and As soon as I heard Nialls voice, I would disconnect the call. I'm a bitch I know. I would later tell Harry that I ran out of wifi or something. Which he didnt believe because I was always in the college library. I'm currently finishing my third year of college.

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