Love hate relationship (One Direction)

The wreck

That year I didn't see Niall or my brother or his mates. Harry came home for my birthday but the rest of his band also went home to spend some time with their family's. I guess that's a good thing means I'm trying to stay away from Niall but, I miss him. Soon after my birthday though, one direction went on another world tour. So I once again didnt see my brother or his band until Christmas.

My life has become me constantly counting down the days till Christmas. It's still a month away but I'm excited yet anxious. I love Niall horan. And I'm going to tell him that. Even though I know he's going to reject me there's still this small piece of hope I'm holding onto that he may say it back. I'm tired of constantly having to tell myself that I don't love him when it's so obvious that I do. I just don't want to get hurt.

"Do you even have a life?" Jessica asks.

"You have no clue how many times I've asked myself that over the last so many years," I chuckle, putting my books into my book bag and getting up to stretch my legs. My bed my be my best friend, but sometimes I just need to move.

"Wanna go to Starbucks with me?" She asks. I stop mid-step. "Don't make a big out of it. I'm simply doing a good deed for the day by asking a hobo without friends to hang out," she grins making me laugh. Even though she called me a hobo she's still being nice. Which is very surprising.

Jessica and hung out for the rest of that month. I told her all about my brother being Harry styles and Niall being ... Niall. I'm so glad she doesn't like one direction because if she did, I'd have to get a new room mate. I was considering that a while ago but I thought I'd just deal with her, it worked out after all.

Now, however, is Christmas break. I drive back to my moms house all excited. Too excited, I ran two red lights so far. I'm a badass jumping off a moving train. Shush! I love Demi lovato. The snow seems to get thicker and thicker as I drive.

I come to a stop light that's green but decides to turn red with no warning at all. I slam on the brakes which was a terrible idea because the ice makes my car spiral out of control. The car finally stops after it hits a snow pile. I breath heavily as I lean my head against the steering wheel. I guess it's a good thing there's no cars out this time a day. Why didnt I just run another red light means there was no cars? Now I'm in a ice pile and I can't see anything.

I hear a Mack truck horn blowing as it gets louder and louder. I start panicking thinking it's going to hit me. I can't get my car to move though.

"Lord, save me," I whisper to myself as I hear the wheels of the Mack truck lock up. The wheels squeal as they get louder and louder. Next thing I know, I'm screaming as the car goes flying. I think it turned upside down a couple times as it rolled.

I open my eyes to see something red dripping onto the roof of my car. It's coming from my head. I'm upside down. The car's upside down. "Help," try to scream but it comes out as a whisper that I can barely hear. My eyes droop shut as all my blood rushes to my head.

~*~

My eyes flutter open to a room I haven't seen before. My mom sits in a chair, asleep, next to me. Harry sleeps on a chair on the other side of me. I look at my hand when I feel it move. A hand is holding my hand. I look down at the side of the hospital bed to find Niall, awake, starting back at me.

"Your awake," he smiles as he brings my hand to his lips. I use my other had to push my hair out of my face but then hiss when my hand touches a bandage on my head, making it hurt. "It's okay baby," Niall says. "Your okay now."

Niall, I love you. I wish I could say it but I don't think I can talk. I'm pretty sure I can but I rather not.

"Where are the others?" I ask, finding out I can talk.