• i have been writing a song. i think i am just going to keep it to myself for my own happiness. i am going to finish it completely, and have it for me to listen to when i'm down.
• i have another song i have started, and it is about love. it is about how love works, how love forms, how love is something that can't be forced, and much more. i am going to put that one out in the world. maybe youtube? i'm not sure yet. personally, i don't think i can sing. i've had people from my school and family tell me i can, but i don't believe it.
• i'm happy. i haven't been happy in a little while for many reasons that isn't anyone else's business. i met a girl a while ago, in 6th grade, and we've been friends ever since. it's been years that we've known each other and we're getting closer each day. she's pretty, her personality is fantastic, her hair is wavy and beautiful, she has an amazing and loving heart. she's an amazing person. what happens next?...
• i've always wanted to be an actor. i've wanted to be one my whole life. for once in my life, i am going to make an attempt to conquer those dreams. i am gonna audition for a show, and i am going to do my best. for those that know me, you know i'm good at being extra and dramatic, so those are always good traits to have. i've met a great amount of stars, but not because of meet and greets or concerts, i seen them in stores or out in public. it's always cool seeing your idol in public.
• i would like to be on a Disney show. something like Jessie, Best Friends Whenever, Bunk'd, or any kind of show like that. i want to be in a show with real people if that makes sense. i don't want to be in cartoons, although i would be just as happy with it. meeting amazing people like that would be thrilling.
• sorry for all the subject changes on this part. my mind kept switching and i just kept typing, lol.
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December 6th, 2018.
by the way, the bell represents the sound waves traveling endlessly, metaphorically the sound of me never giving up and always going on with life. don't know if i said that right, but oh well.
