Leviathan Emeritus. (Papa Emeritus 3's son)

Leviathans first snowfall

Ghulehs p.o.v
Leviathan stared out the window all morning long, watching the flakes gently dance their way to the ground. he hasnt been able to focus at all today.
"Watcha lookin at, bubba?"
Leviathan just coos as he keeps his eyes on the snow with his hands and face pressed against the cold glass.
I snort, shaking my head. I'm making his bottled milk made from mama.
"Lev, cmon, sweetie, have your milk."
He ignores me. He's too cute when hes satisfied. I just tap him gently with the bottle. Without looking he reaches behind him and takes the milk and continues to stare. He's so funny.
I kiss his head. "After you finish breakfast, would would like to play in the snow?" That finally has him looking at me. He likes that idea and smiles brightly at me.
"Ok, bub, drink your milk and I'll get your snow suit ready." He drinks his milk looking back at the snow that puts him in a little trance.
I get out this little white snow suit my mom saved since I was a baby out of a box of my baby stuff. It's still good! (suprizingly) omg, he's gonna look like a little snowman like me when I was in my infant years.
I walk back to the livingroom and see he has not left that spot but has finished his milk. It stood on the floor behind him to show that its finished. He looks back at me and coos.
He walks his way over to me in excitement. I help him into the snowsuit and put his little boots on.
I pick him up and carry him outside. he clings on to me with his arms on my shoulder as he instantly feels cold. he burries his face into my neck for warmth. I can feel his little breaths.
I gently put him down on the snow. He sits on the snow all confused and curious. Leviathan looks up at me.
"go play, Lev!" I tell him enthusiastically. He gives me a smile and slumps back into the snow. He giggles and waves his arms up and down. He giggles, melting my heart every which way.
I pick him up and have him look at the imprint.
"aww. you made a snow angel, Honey." I kiss him on the head. "Not sure if Grandpa would like that. I'm sure its not that big of a deal."
all the sudden I hear a little sneeze. Maybe twice. "Bless you. you cold?" He mimics a noise that sounds like a "uh huh" . "Alright. Let's go inside."
As soon as we get inside, papa is standing at the pathway to the kitchen, holding a mug of cofee. His smile was a reason to live for. to die for. to kill for. i'm so glad i have this man, but it's not just him that helps me want to live. It's His little spawn himself. Lev is a part of papa after all.
"Cold, cara mia?" "No." I sarcastically said before placing Lev on the couch. I stripped him from the snow suit and took him to his room for pajamas.
"You're such a good mother, I sometimes wish you were my mother." I gave him a sympathetic smile. He didn't have the best mom. Neither did I. but no one's perfect. but I want to be the best mom Levaithan could ever have.
"Papa, dear..." I hesitated. "Did Sister Imperator dictate your life.. like Nihil?"
Papa hung his head with a saddened look. "yes. But I dont want this to be a traditional parenting mistake. I want to be the greatest papa Leviathan could ever ask for!"  "I want the same for him. I want him to know that we would do litterally anything to keep him safe."
Leviathan coos on the couch as I finish changing him into his pjs. I pick him up and gently lean him against my chest so he can snuggle. "Perhaps, if he doesn't want to be papa, we'll just have to accept it. I don't want him to feel the fear and pain that I did as a boy, growing up." Papa pets Leviathans hair.   "I agree. We'll still love you no matter what you may be in the future." I whisper in Levs ear and kiss his head. He has a whole life ahead of him.