December 24, 2014
Dear diary,
Its Christmas eve, I thought I would be spending it with jay but he went to visit his family back in Texas. My family was downstairs being loud and unwrapping a present that they got for each other. I wasn't with them because I knew they didn't get me anything.
They never do.
Spending christmas by myself has become a routine, they always forget about me. Its understandable I'm pretty easy to forget. I never expect anybody to remember who I am because my own parents won't even acknowledge they had me.
Maybe I should start disappearing nobody would notice anyway.
Messages from him 🌤
