you now who your real friend are
when you pull yourself
from them and see how wonders
why you are pulling away.
i dont now what to think
i sad i would kill my self
but something is holding me back
you will try to guess but you will never know
they all say i am here for you
but they are just lying thou there
teeth sometimes i what to cry and
scream but i hold it all in and ask my self
when will i ever be gone
ppl all ways lie you have no telling what about\
you thank there telling to truth and that is why
i will for ever be gone
ppl asked there self
why is she gone
but the thing is they just have to
remember what they said to her
no one will understand any thing
why you are not smiling
and i never answer them
i promised to tell you when i am sad
but you propelled get tired
of me telling you when i am
so that is why i stopped
mom dad,
this is for you.
every time you called me ungrateful,selfish,
a brat,stupid and all of the other things
would tell me.
i would come in my room and cry myself to sleep.
i started to believe what you told me.
and now i hate myself.
