you knew freddie before fame and fortune, you loved him for his self but your love wasn't just what he wanted, he wanted another's love, before the fame you and freddie dated up until he told you his was bisexual, you two broke the engagement off, you could tell that freddie liked men you just didn't know it would end up like this, after the band started to sell out more shows and started to tour freddie really got into the parties and the alcohol this wasn't the freddie you knew but you were too afraid to say anything not that you thought he would hurt you more of the fact you didn't want to ruin your friendship you loved freddie more than words could explain after all he was your first love, but you had to explain to him about how you were feeling about his situation with the alcohol and all that business, you decided to speak to him after his parties which maybe wasn't a good idea "hey freddie can i have a minute of your time" "yes darling, y/n what is it?" "i just wanted to check in to see if you were alright seeing as you two had separated massively in a space of a few months, you two started to talk more and you continued to talk about the parties and the alcohol, you knew this was going to go well and it got quite heated quickly you started to scream at each other, the tears visibly running down your face, this hurt freddie to see you like this, you warned freddie if the heavy drinking continued he would die but he paid no attention to you, it continued to get more heated " I LOVED YOU FREDDIE, HOW COULD YOU THROW ALL THIS AWAY!" tears still threatening to spill once again, you two became so tired of fighting you just hugged each other as you felt yourself loosen up, you forgot what it felt like to be in each other's armsi apologise for this being so shit, i just didn't know what to write to be honest but trust me i will try to make the rest as best as possible