Cant you see?Dont you Care?

my last cigarette

My hands tremble as I smoke my last cigarette Trying to convince my self the night isn't over yet I close my eyes and realize all the Events that I regret Some how it isn't what it seems So I trace my finger along the Seams Of my empty cigarette case Just reassure myself that everything finds a place To keep my self occupied and give my mind some space hoping this last puff causing the pain in my mind to erase without a trace white clouds of smoke blown in my face My thoughts run a race depression coming and going at a fast pace im hurting myself slowly with each puff i take digging my grave knowing only these ciggarettes my life will break.... im just smoking my last cigarette im lying i dont know how long itll take